Bring Eyeliner (The Emo Trinity + Tøp) [COMPLETED-ish]

I have a driving phobia/anxiety

pho·bi·a
noun
an extreme or irrational fear of or aversion to something.

It was bad before, but now that driving is being shoved in my face,it's really bad.

I  know the fear is irrational .

It's just so scary . I'm in control.  I have the power to destroy people's lives.  Like ..... I should feel the same way about guns... but I dont? Guns are normal and okay for me.
Driving however,  is the most  terrifying thing in the world too  me.

When I was younger I had nightmares about me driving.  I had them really often.  That's probably  where this comes from.

I know the only way to get over this is to drive, but I'm too scared.

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My parents  don't really understand  mental illness  so I haven't  told them about my anxiety. 

Obviously this is the first  time I've talked  about it at all.
Honestly   I'm hoping  this helps

I turn 15 this month  and my dad Is already  mad I don't have  my learners permit.

I'm really tired.

I hope you're all having  a good day!
Remember  to drink some water, it's important.
Also , get some rest.  Don't stay up reading  like..... frerard or Peterick  or some shit.

I love  you all! !
-Ash