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10 days until my first end of the year show.
I'm ready for the show. I'm not ready  for summer.

I'm afraid of the habits I'll fall back into.

This last weekend my love for dance  was deepened.
I don't care what the judges, friends, teachers,audience  members say. Dance is for Me . Not them. 
Dance is in my Heart  

I'll be a senior  in three years.    I cry thinking about it now.

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It's  like 3 hours later and  I'm dead.
I had jazz comp team and then hip hop rehearsal.  We all cried in  jazz  team because  last weekend was the end of our competition season.
It was one of my best friends last competition  because  she is quitting dance to move to Guatemala  (????)
We all danced AMAZING  . We didn't  win a lot but we gave our best.

I'm tired .

I've grown so much as a dancer this year.

I've learned to not care about those people  in class who judge you for your performance. 

Dancers :  IF YOU WANT TO GO FULL FULL OUT IN CLASS WITH CRAZY FACIALS   AND EXTREME ENERGY , DO IT. PEOPLE  WILL JUDGE.  YOU SHOULD NOT CARE. DANCE IS FOR YOU. AND YOU ONLY.  DANCE IS IN YOUR HEART.   YOUR HEART IS YOURS.


Sorry .

I'm just really passionate. 

I have to search for a costume  for my solo... so.... farewell. 

OH here is my solo song, if you have costume ideas hmu, it's a lyrical  solo  :)

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