ranting/being sad

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Boy has it been a long day.
Today is day one of tech week for the play I'm in (a midsummers night dream)
And I want death.

Okay but for reals I'm super sad
Like
I got called stupid for my religion today... and other things I don't want to recall...
(Please don't laugh at me for my extreme love of my religion)
I broke down to tears and ran down the hallway and locked myself in the bathroom. I sat there and tried to decide what to do .... (this was at rehearsal)........I decided to go outside and call a church leader of mine that I'm pretty close too.......... she didn't answer....so I sat there and hummed a couple hymns to try and calm myself down

The second this person (let's call her B ) found out I was LDS she acted like I was dirt.
I'm trying my hardest to love B..... but its hard when all she wants to do. Is insult my world.

Agh. I don't know what to do.

People who have religious beliefs 90% of the time feel very strongly about their beliefs so PLEASE DO NOT INSULT THEIR BELIEFS .

It's making me feel so sad. I can't even describe the feeling. It isn't a normal sad..... idk.

Stay hydrated.
Be nice.
Think positively.
-Ash the sad banana

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