Bring Eyeliner (The Emo Trinity + Tøp) [COMPLETED-ish]

life is too much right now.

I'm never home.
My dad actually  hates me.
Everyone  is expecting me to be perfect .
My grandpa died.
I was just  told by my parents that I basically  need to give up on my dream .
I'm stressed.
My depression  is coming back.
My anxiety  is getting worse.
My mom  screams at me every day because  of my anxiety.
I'm a dissapointment to my parents.
I'll probably  end up  homeless because  I can't do anything  except  dance.

My parents  already  told me I will not be allowed  to live with them after I graduate.  I will have to move out immediately.

They told me I won't be successful.

It's all true.

Nothing  makes me happy anymore.

I find a negative  side of everything.

Not even music  is helping.

I have no motivation.

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I'm so sorry I just needed to write it down.