so... (possible trigger warning idk)

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I was reading a book.

"Working stiff" by Dr. Judy Melinik  and T.J. Mitchell.

It's a book about life as a forensic Pathologist  (my plan b tbh)

And I was reading chapter DM01....

About 9/11.

The dozen (?)  Semi trailers used  for storing remains.

The "Pile" .

  M.E.'s would  have to stop work momentarily just to cry.

Thousands. 

I was reading this and something  ...clicked.

I don't know... I just feel  okay  with how my life is right now. It sucks balls but I'm okay with it.

I don't know why.

I don't know if I feel this way because  I'm in awe of all the work... and all of the dead "bodies".

I don't know.

I just feel weird as heck.

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I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD DAY /NIGHT !!!!!STAY HYDRATED  OK?  STAY STRONG YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR!!!!!!!   I love you :)
-Ashh

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