YOU GUYS IM GONNA FUCKING MOVE SCHOOLS CUT MY HAIR CHANGE MY NAME AND LEAVE TOWN!!!
Fuck I'm so utterly screwed rn.
Shit shit shit
Let me recap what happened this after noon
Me and my friend were walking and I see my crush and his twin brother and I'm like "shit this is gonna be weird" so I like don't look at them I continue talking to my friend. Well through my peripheral vision I see my crush look at us then proceed to nudge his brother and nod to where we are.
I literally started sweating so much. My friend looks at me and goes
" they looked at you"
SO THAT WAS WEIRD
Then here comes the BIGGEST FUCK UP
Me and my friend are walking(I'm walking her to class) and we usually wait outside her class and talk. Well she sees Logans brother coming and goes
"Here comes Lo's brother"
NOW HERE IS WHERE EVERYTHING FELL APART
I, being the little dumb cunt I am see him and think
"I wish he would" and as he's passing by I said
"Yeah keep walking" LIKE??! I MENT TO SAY THE FIRST OUT LOUD AND THE SECOND IN MY HEAD BUT MY BRAIN IS A PIECE OF ACTUAL SHIT AND I ENDED UP SAYING THAT OUT LOUD.
I don't know if he heard me I fucking pray he didn't cuz I'm totally screwed if he did. He's gonna tell Logan and he'll never talk to me :c HHHHMMPH
I told my mom about it and she told me to just forget about him and just pretend they aren't around but it's like....mom I like this guy I can't ignore him when he's literally right in my field of vision in 6th per
Uhg well thanks for letting me vent guys I'm honestly so fucking scared to go tomorrow idk why.
Welp back to being a fuck up, see ya guys soon.
