you think it's cute
how you moved on so fast
a tenth grader
and getting drunk over spring break
i hope you know it doesn't hurt me
the only thing that scares me
is that i believed
i believed your words of
"never again"
"i want to help your anxiety"
"i respect your boundaries"
when really
they were all lies
so have fun getting hammered
and having meaningless fucks
i'm truly having more fun
so please don't call me up when you're drunk
because i'm not yours
and i never was

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a life in words
Poetrya random book of words // poetry from the mundane of life // come dive into this realm with me // highest rank - #34 in living <3