One shot book 2

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Warning: Suicide, depressing text and much more!

Ripped Clothes, unhealthy skin and nails, no friends, no real family, just being alone like always. In School she gets treated badly by her classmates and teachers, because she wasn't like everyone else. The sad girl had a hard past and no one cared about it, she needed only one person at her side but she couldn't find the right one. Usually she wore light colours but after some time she decided to wear a lot black but still no one noticed her. With an heavy heart she managed to get through 2 years. In those rough years she found a boyfriend, who only made things worse and worse. After 1 year they broke up and a voice consumed her mind, it told her how ugly and idiotic she was. All of a sudden she started crying, every night, before she went to bed. Countless sleepless nights and only a day full of hate. She skipped school for a month, until her parents noticed her missing in school, it ended in terrible beating for her, but still she skipped school. That one time her dad beat her up so badly that she fell in a coma for 3 whole months and after she woke up, she had to stay in hospital for a year. Somehow her family convinced the police that they didn't do anything, so she had to go back to her mum and dad. She was even so scared that she went to school again but always when she got home she began to cut her skin. For a month the voice left her head, which made her happy but actually not that much. Another month passed and the voice came back, it got louder and harsher. All of a sudden she could feel a stinging pain in her chest, it even started to burn. When it got summer she was sitting alone on a bench with a long sleeved t-shirt on, to hide her cut skin. That one day the voice got louder and louder, until she couldn't bare it anymore, even tears made its way down her cheeks. She took a bus to go to an old town, where nearly no one lived, because there was one really high building, where she could easily jump down, to end her life. But right before she could jump, a young boy around her age, tried to stop her. With all might she had, she shouted at him to leave her alone and let herself decide but he simply tried to take her into his arms, but she ran to the edge of the building and made herself ready to say good bye to this hateful world. As he reached out for her, she jumped and held herself close, while she closed her eyes. At the very last moment he only could hear a splash sound, he ran down and checked if she survived that jump but he was quite unlucky, she really did die... His world shattered into tiny little pieces....

Sorry for that kind of text but it was something I had on my heart for a long time.