One shot book 2

[MGS 4] Raiden x Reader Lemon

Warning: This is a lemon if you don't like that content or if you don't like Cyborg x Human relationships this isn't something for you...

Once more I'm all alone with Raiden in my room, me sitting in front of my computer checking his vitals while he is resting on his examination table.
He looked so handsome when he was resting, well not only when he was resting actually he's always handsome, even though he seems more and more depressed lately.
It was past midnight and I'm relieved that he at least could sleep a bit, a small pause from his demons that haunted him.
I got up from my chair and slowly went up to him, trying so hard not to wake him up.
"What is it [Y/N]?" He slowly opened his eyes and literally stared at me.
"N-nothing!" [Y/N], you dumbass of course he's a light sleeper.
Raiden chuckled a bit.
"Stop laughing you big meanie!"
I clenched my fists and growled at him.
For a second I looked into his light blue but lifeless eyes he never really told me what happened to him.
"Raiden... are you really okay? 'cause you always tell me that you're okay but I don't think that you are. I'm just worried you know?"
I sat down on his examination table and gently touched his face, stroking carefully along his synthetic skin to his mechanical jaw.
The male cyborg seemed a bit sad, close to tears to be exact.
"Aww Raiden, what's wrong? You can tell me you know."
Some small tears fell down his face and he began to shiver a lot.
I pulled him from the examination table in a sitting position and held him close, snuggling him.
Usually he would always push me away when I tried hug him, but right now he was totally fine with it.
"You remind me a lot of Rose, always trying to help me when I'm lost and broken."
"Raiden... what are you saying?"
He sighed and took one of my arms and then placed his hand in mine, gently stroking it while still crying.
"All I mean is that I ..."
For a moment I thought I saw him blushing and his eyes were full of love all of sudden or was it just my imagination?
Raiden placed his free arm around my neck and glanced at my lips.
"Damn am I dreaming?"
Huh what did that just mean again? What is he thinking about and why am I liking this? We're just friends are we not?
Something sort of snapped in the cyborgs brain.
Raiden came a bit closer to me and quickly stole a kiss from my lips.
It took a short of time to finally kiss him back.
He was gentle but the kiss was still filled with need and passion.
His words rushed through my head, wait I'm reminding him of Rose right? Could it be that he's trying to replace her from his heart?
I quickly pushed Raiden off me.
"Oh heck no!"
I got up from the exam table and placed both hands on my hips.
"You're just trying to replace Rose, if you really like me or maybe even love me then prove it, but making out with me after you told me that I remind you of her is a total no-go!"
It seems like Raiden regretted his wording but he knew how to make me swoon over him again.
"Then let me prove it to you."
He pulled back onto his lap and began kissing me again with his hands all over my hips and thighs.
His synthetic lips were something new and I digged it so bad it was like a drug.
"Oh Raiden..." I moaned a bit.
"Quiet, do you want to wake up Sunny and the others?" He whispered into my sensitive ears, lowering his head to my neck and attacking it real good.
He was right I didn't want them to know, but another thought crossed my mind, did Raiden still have his genitalia?
I let my hand roam down his abdomen and slowly went to his crouch and felt something hard.
Could that mean that "Robo dick" is a thing now? Actually fuck it.
Right now is not a good time to worry about that.
I gracefully grabbed the hard buddy and began jerking him.
"Babe..., remember this is all about you."
Raiden changed the position, so that he was on top of me and making me fall into his mercy.
He began to unbutton my white nightshirt and pecked my chest.
One of his hands was beside my head and the other was behind my back pressing me closer to him.
Our tongues battled eachother like it was war between us and just us.
His free hand began to tug my hair which make me yelp a bit, while the other hand unclasped my bra.
How could he unclaps it that easily with one hand while I struggle sometimes with both?
Raiden threw the bra somewhere far away from us two.
This side of him took me by surprise and took that advantage to put his mouth around one of my hard buds.
My hands roughly grabbed the hard exam table.
"Ah... RaiRai..."
"RaiRai? Where does this cutesy nickname come from?"
"From S-sunny... Ah..."
His hands grabbed my hips and slowly went lower to undress my pants and underwear.
"[Y/N] this is fine, right?"
I stared at him like a complete fool.
"You started this now finish it, you idiot."
"Just wanted to make sure, Nerd."
That attitude of his drove me crazy, he always did this to tease me.
Suddenly I felt two fingers enter me, making me arch my back.
"You're already this wet? You wanted it the entire time didn't ya?"
Even though I was quite wet it still hurt tons, 'cause his long sharp nails or shall I say claws?
"Fuck you ass hat!"
"I'm not on the "fucking list" today, thank you."
Ahh this guy!
He slowly began to stretch my womanhood to make him fit, but luckily not forcefully.
As charming as he was, he kissed me while stretching me  making the pain ease away.
But after some minutes he stopped and began to eat me out.
Letting his tongue roll off my clit and sensually move his tongue from wall to wall.
"Fuck Raiden..."
I groaned while pulling his asheblonde hair.
He was so close to making me cum.
My legs had kinda their own mind and placed themselves on Raiden's strong shoulders.
"P-please Raiden don't stop now! Ugh Raiden!"
It was like I couldn't control my body anymore my hips rolled themselves against Raiden.
I was losing myself into oblivion as my sight turned white, having me practically screaming my entire throat to death and my juices nearly splashing out off me.
"RAIDEN!"
He quickly swallowed all of my juices and making all of the lewd's noices while he is at it.
"Hmm... you taste so good."
Fuck I think I was too loud, that it went through the entire building...
"Now that everyone is probably awake, we can finish this."
Raiden slowly entered me with his entire lenght, make me squirm around like mad.
"Fuck... you're so tight."
"After making me cum this hard, what did you expect darling?"
He seemed to ignore my snarly comment and began to just pound into me.
His face close to mine literally watching my face for any kind of uncomfort, kind of like every gentleman would do but yeah he wanted to prove that I'm not some kind of replacement for Rose and he did so well at it.
Every thrust made me lose all means of reality, like I was in some kind of fiction.
Suddenly he grabbed my hands pushed them on both sides of my head it seemed like he wanted to make this moment somewhat romantic.
As I felt my second climax arise, I lost control of my body making me my eyes close cause of lots losing energy but I still could feel his ocean eyes all over my face, checking every sign my body would make.
"I-I'm close..." I whimpered.
Once more he picked up the pace making himself and me gasp out of pleasure.
The closer he pressed our bodies together the more pleasure waves rode through us.
I didn't mention it before but he was warm really warm, it felt like love was flooding through him maybe even flowing out side of him?
For a last time he kissed me and sweetly whispered into my ear that he would like to cum with me.
I knew I could hold it one for some thrusts but I couldn't make that promise to him, but at least I could try, so I tried my hardest.
My womanhood got tighter and tighter around him, making him nearly lose control.
It just took some more thrust to make us cum at the same time, turning my vision blank again and feeling him fall onto me, struggling to not crush me under his weight.
His warm seeds filling me up pretty much to the brim.
After we caught our breaths again, he finally pulled himself out of me and pulled me into a nice snuggly hug.
The others would probably talk about us behind our backs but that's not what mattered right now, the only thing that mattered was that he didn't try to refill a part of his heart but instead created a new place in it to bloom.
A place only for me and him that made me happy quite a bit, I know it must've hurt but he seems content with his decision.
"Raiden?" 
I waited a bit for an anwser but never came one, instead all I heard was some super quiet snooring of the cyborg soldier.
It was soothing to see him like this for once, his demons way past behind him, just calmingly sleeping there.
I carefully lifted my arm and began to stroke his hair.
Is this the man I'm supposed to be with? If yes then I'm more than happy to do so.
A small smile began to spread across his face, which made him look like an angel instead of the devil we was usally referred as.
There he was my shining lightning in the dark, sleeping oh so sweetly in my arms.
For the first time I felt weak but at the same time protected, it was weird and new for me but it seems like we both opened a door to a new begining of our lives.
Where ever this might lead us... I just hope can be together 'til the very end.