Taeyeon stand by the rail by the lake while waiting for Jessica to come
"Taengoo" Jessica came from behind and Taeyeon turned his body
"Jessica" Taeyeon said. Jessica hugging Taeyeon tightly but the guy doesn't hug her back
"Sica, don't do this" Taeyeon pulled back from Jessica hug
"Sorry" Jessica said shortly
"Taengoo, do you hate me?"
"Why I should hate you?" Taeyeon asked nonchalantly
"Because of what happen to our past" Jessica said
"I forgive you already. Don't worry, I'm not hate you anymore" Taeyeon said
"Do you really get over me?" Jessica looked at Taeyeon expressionless face
"What about you?" Taeyeon crossed his arm
"Answer my question first, don't questioned me back" Jessica said but Taeyeon didn't answered her question
Jessica sighed "No need to answer it Taengoo if it really hard for you. But honestly, I still can't get over you. It is nonsense right? Because we already separated for 7 years and now you already have your little family, you found the women that have the characters that all men dreamed for and an adorable child. Maybe you can say you already move on but I'm not Taengoo. All this while I thought that I forgot you already but the day you showed up in front of my eyes, I felt everything wrong, really wrong. I'm still deeply in love with you. I could said I'm hurt when I saw you came with Seohyun but little part of me, I'm happy because you are happy with her. When we stayed together under one roof, I still dreamed that the one who took care of your need is me, not Seohyun. I'm the one who supposed to prepare everything for you but I realized it was my daydream. I'll never have a chance to do it. I know your heart is for her, not me anymore" Jessica said between her sobs
"I'm sorry Sica but I hope you can forget me. Look for another man that is better than me. I know you can continue your life without me as you did before. We're not mean-to-be so accept the fact"
"Everyone can say that I can live my life without you but I'm not the one who said it. They saw that I'm smiling, laughing and joking outside but my heart crying inside. It was a masked that I showed to covered my tears. I don't want them to see me down. It not fine after you leave me Taengoo. Every night I talk to your picture to tell you that I miss you and I'm waiting for you even I know you can't hear it. I never tell anyone about my sadness even with Soojung. All I want is you. I want you to come to me, bring me to your embrace me and tell me that everything is ok. I know it was my faults that make you leave me and I'm hope you can give me chance to fix it and make everything right" Jessica sobs harder
Taeyeon heaves heavy sighed "Sice, in our life, we always dreamed of something but not everything that we dreamed for we can get. It was same to us. You and I dreamed to have each other forever but it doesn't turn like what we want. God separated us because of little thing and we meet again after few years and God changed our fate. I told you before that you're my first love my first date and the one who I'll marry in future but God don't full fill my dream. He made me far away from you and she replaced you with Seohyun the one who heal the wound that you did to me. So I hope that you can meet someone that can replace me in your heart" Taeyeon reached Jessica's hands
"I'm not promise to look for your replacer because you know that you always be the one that I love. No matter what, I'll waiting for you even if I need to wait for you in heaven, I'll wait Taengoo. I can't force myself to love others. I tried already but I can't. Once I accept someone to my life, I feel like I betrayed your love, I cheat on you that why I don't open my heart to other person. Even after you leave me, I still keep our promise to love each other until the very end. I don't mind if you can't keep it because you need your happiness but I'll keep it until my last breath. I love you Kim Taeyeon" Jessica squeezed Taeyeon hands
"Sica, I hope after this meeting, you'll carry on with your life. Be happy and enjoy it as you want. I hope we find the happiness that we dreamt for before we meet each other. Don't wait for me Sica. I belong to someone, the one that I love very much. As much as she denied it I trust that she love me too. I hope you understand. I always happy for you and pray for your happiness" Taeyeon hold Jessica shoulder
"If that you want, I accept it Taengoo even my heart still beating for you. I hope you be happy with Seohyun and Kim Won. I know she can take care of you really well. Can you grant my last wish?" Jessica stared at Taeyeon eyes
"What is it?"
"Let me feel your breath for the very last moment" Jessica smiled bitterly
"I don't get you" Taeyeon confused
Jessica stepped forward and captured Taeyeon lips. She circled her arms around Taeyeon neck. Without she expect, Taeyeon kissed her back. She pulled away and hugged Taeyeon tightly
"I'll miss you Taengoo, I love you so much" Jessica whispers and cried in Taeyeon embrace
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FanfictionKim Taeyeon along with his childhood friend Kwon Yul, Choi Sooyoung, Im Yoong, Sunny Lee and Kim Hyoyeon are study at Seoul City High School (SCHS). They're known as 'The Great 6' among the students at their school. They joined their school sports t...
