Random Thoughts

Absence

your absence fills the hues of my afternoon

of dark and grey

my cup of coffee becomes a cup of tea

that i cannot even drink one sip of it

you are the energy that makes my blood run

you are the light that makes my day alive

i wonder where in the world are you in now

i wonder why i couldn't see your smiles now

i wonder if you knew my name

i wonder if you knew my existence

i am actually amazed at how i fervently think about you at any time of the day

but you aren't

in my dreams i am always with you, so close and near

but when i wake up from this crazy dream, i wish it would remain the same

if i could be like endymion who sleeps in eternal slumber

and dream of you so that we can always be together

in my dreams i could always gaze upon your grandeur

in my dreams i could hold you and love you like there's no tomorrow

but lo, wake up, to the reality i should wake up

there will never be us, oh mi amore, i am quite distraught

all i can say is, graci mia cara, you have always brought joy to my tears

and sadly, you'll never know, because i can only write and dream.