Two Brothers. ( A Drama)

Finale Pt. 2

- Carnell

I'm seriously fuckin' tired of the tension that keeps building up between my Mom and Lena. It's hard when they want you to pick a side, one's the mother of my kids and the other is my mother. I'm going to side with Lena every time, I owe her everything.  She stuck by me through it all. From all my cheating, the girls I still haven't told her about,  hiding her from my family, to the baby I had. Lena put aside her hate for Kendra to help me raise our son as her own, I'll always honor her for that.

If she didn't take care of him while I was in there Kendra's psycho family would've had him. Lena didn't have to do that for me but she did, even though I never really did shit for her until it was almost too late.

The whole Kendra fling I had was a true accident that almost killed me. I had no idea the bitch was crazy, if I did she definitely wouldn't have got the dick that second time around. I understand why she was pissed at me, but I don't get why she had to clock and shoot me. That dumb ass family she got tried to justify her trying to kill Milena and shoot me. Then they wonder why I won't let them see my son.

The real sad thing about this is, Rajan will never know his real mother or her family.  He has a family he knows and loves but one day I'll have to tell him his real mom is in jail. She did love him and I even kind of loved her. She was just too crazy.

"Daddy, hurry up!" Raj was ready to go see the fireworks,  they were having a pre show before and he wanted to go to that too. "Hold up man." I was tying Emery's shoes. "Uncle Nell?" "Yes?" "Do you and Aunt Lena play like her and my daddy?" I finished tying her shoes and stayed in a squat to listen to the rest of this story. "What do you mean?" She was confused on how to word it. "Well, I don't know. My Daddy thought I was sleeping when I heard him and Aunt Lena yelling and I got scared. I went to my Daddy's room and he came out the door with sweat on his face. I asked him if him and Aunt Lena were fighting and he said they were playing a game."

Kids never lie about hearing people have sex, ever. I grabbed her shoulders. "Do you remember when this happened?" She shook her head yes. "After that time, all the time. Aunt Lena stopped coming over all the time when she told everyone about the babies coming." That was a shot to the chest for sure. Just when you thought all that was over. Emery put her head down. "I'm sorry, I wasn't suppose to tell. I just wanted to know if everyone did that." I hugged her and stood up. "You didn't do anything bad alright? You and Raj go wait by grandma."

- Patrick

Milena turned back around and smacked her lips. "You can't avoid me forever." "So far, it's been working." It has, I never see her at all. I followed her into the living room. "All of a sudden you stop talking to me when you find out you're pregnant. Then when the twins are born you really went ghost on me." She was acting like I was annoying her. Rolling her eyes and tapping her foot. "I had no reason to talk to you or see you." "Fuck out of here. You know those are my kids!"

Lena looked down at Carria then back at me. "My babies are brown and they look like me and Carnell." "Doesn't mean I'm not their Dad because I'm light. Neither one of them look like that nigga and they have curly hair! Look at her again, those are definitely my eyes. I want a DNA test, if they're mine I want their names changed and they will live with me." Lena looked at me and cocked her eyebrow. "I'm not getting a test for something I already know the answer to." It was now or never, I had to tell her. "Those nights we had sex I came in you on purpose. A month later you're pregnant, those are my kids!"

I was jealous that she was with Carnell and happy at that. We went through all that for her to go back to him and raise Raj as her son? Why couldn't she stay with me and raise Emery as her daughter? It just doesn't make sense. All she wants to do is deny the love we obviously have and pretend we were never together. That was one of the happiest times of my life and I won't try and delete it from my mind. We're the better fit for each and I know Milena knows that. We didn't start having problems until Thanksgiving '13. That wasn't anything easy but I knew we could've made it work. I was risking a lot just to be with her and as always it blew up in my face. I guess I wanted some revenge.