Two Brothers. ( A Drama)

Confessions

Three Weeks Later

- Milena

"We haven't had our random run-in in awhile. I kinda miss it :'(" "lol me too" "So you finally admit you loved seeing me? Ok girl lol" "Yes I did really enjoy running into you. I use to call you my mystery guy smh I was too corny for that lol" "Ok! Look at you gettin sweet on me ;)" "I'm just being honest with you :)" "You want to come by the studio with me? I have to be there for a minute and I wouldn't mind you keeping me company" "That sounds fun but idk how long I'm going to be with my boyfriend today :/" "Oh yeah. Forgot about him. Call me if those plans fall through" "I will"

I've been texting and calling Patrick a lot these past three weeks. He's just so easy to talk to and he's funny, smart, cute...ok foreal Patrick is beautiful. He has these big puppy eyes, they're brown but hypnotic. Perfect lips, a little on the small side but cute nonetheless. He's been growing his hair out and I love it on him! He has a head full of curls that stop at his neck. I really hate that I feel this way about him but I can't stop talking to him. I never agreed to the date and I probably should have. Carnell is still acting like a dumbass and I'm getting tired of it. He fucks up, buys me something, treats me good for a good four days then cycle starts over.

Trying to hang on to this relationship, listening to people telling me to leave him, and him begging me to stay. I'm drained! I just didn't want to be wrong about him. I wanted to prove to everyone he is a great guy and not some jerk. I had so much faith and love invested in this relationship but...it always feels like I'm the only one in love in this relationship. I don't know if I have another try in me.

There's a knock on the door and I know it's Carnell, he said he needed to talk. "Hey." I said dry. "Hey." he said flat. We walked into the living room and sat down on the couch. It was quiet, I got tired of the silence and turned on the TV. Carnell sat there twiddling his thumbs looking down. I don't want to know what's going on in that dumb head.

"I gotta tell you somethin." "I don't want to hear it." I snapped at him. He turned to look at me. I know this routine. Here comes the fucked up part, I just know it. "Just listen to me for a minute." I turned towards him with my arms folded. "I'm listening." He didn't even look at me when he started talking. "Since the day I met you I liked you...ok look I'm goin to keep it all the way 100. Honestly I just wanted to fuck you but you weren't giving it up. So the time I spent actually getting to know you I started falling for you hard as fuck. You still weren't giving it up so I got it from someone else. I did cheat on you with Nylah but after she tried to fight you I cut her off. Then there was Mercedes-" "How fucking long is this list." All he was doing was pissing me off. Everything I didn't want to be true was coming to life. I couldn't listen to anymore of it. "Let me finish." "I don't want to hear shit else from you!" "Lena relax." By now I was standing up and he stood up with me. " Did you really just tell me to relax? You just told me you've cheated on me with multiple bitches!" "There's more shit I have to say." He started raising his voice. "I don't give a fuck! You've said enough...I was nothing but good to you!" "Would you shut the fuck up and let me speak!" "What do you have to say? It was an accident?" I kept pushing him. "I should've just listened to everybody who said you're nothing but a ain't. Shit. Bitch. Ass. Nigga!"

"I got a bitch pregnant!" He yelled out. When you think it can't get any worse. I couldn't fight these tears, these stupid hot tears. "All of this bullshit because I wasn't ready for sex with you! When I was ready you didn't even want to touch me!" "Because...Mercedes burned me around that time." It just keeps getting better and better. I felt like I was drowning in my tears. "Are you sure that's your baby?" "We were fucking everyday 2 months ago.." "You dirty bitch!" I started hitting him. I wanted him in any type of pain, I needed collateral damage. He kept trying to hold me so I could stop hitting him. "Get off of me!" "I told her to get rid of it but she wants to keep it." "I don't care! Go take care of your family and leave me alone!" "No. I'm never leaving you alone Milena. I'm in too deep with you, I love you." That's all it took. I punched him right in the nose. I threw the lamp on the table at him, then some books and finally I threw the remote and hit him in the face. "What the fuck! Lena Damn!"

"What the fuck is going on?" Royce had just got home. The living was a little messy, not to mention Carnell was dripping blood on the floor from his nose and mouth. "Now I gotta hear this nigga." Carnell mumbled holding his face. "He was just leaving." "Why you ain't tell me you were coming over?" Royce looked confused and slightly disgusted. "Man dude get a towel!" Carnell went into the downstairs bathroom and grabbed a towel. "Lena.." "I'll tell you later"

Carnell left after he grabbed the towel. It's been hours since that scene and in that time I've called Gia and Kendra to let them know what happened. They offered to come over with ice cream and discuss plans of how to kill Carnell. I had to take a rain check on that offer, I needed time to be alone and cry. Everyone had won and I loss bad trying to prove them wrong. I wasted so much of my time, sanity and heart on a person who didn't care about me. Maybe he did care a little...there were 20 missed calls that won't be returned and 13 text messages that will be deleted. "Milena...you ok?" I sniffled and wiped the rest of my tears away "Yeah." "Can I come in?" "Yes." Royce came in and leaned on my dresser. "Want to tell me why that nigga was bleeding all on my floor." "I hit him." "...You..hit him?" "Yep." "I don't know if I want to ask you why or with what." He chuckled. "Tell me everything." "I've been dating Carnell for almost 6 months. I thought he was the guy for me. I really loved him and I didn't listen to what anyone had to say. In return he has cheated on me with who knows how many girls and got one pregnant. He told me all of that today. I cussed him out, he said he loved me, so I punched him in the nose threw some things at him. Hit him in the mouth with the remote. "Royce was speechless. That was a lot to take in. "Shit...I want to be mad at the both of yall asses especially you. But you don't need someone telling you I told you so. From the looks of things you can handle yourself. Now you see I was trying to protect you from that. You can do way better than him kid." He gave me a hug and I let out another cry.

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