Earth To Bellamy 》Bellamy Blake X Reader [ON HOLD]

Ashes

Whoops! Did I just publish a chapter before Thursday? Oh well, enjoy!

You finally made it to Tondc, and everyone was talking about last night. Or at least your father, brother, Abby, and Finn were.
Bellamy had persisted on carrying you on his back the entire rest of the trip, which was actually pretty fun. Finn had walked with you and never stopped going on and on how beautiful it was, and how it, 'touched his heart.' He'd pretend to dance with someone, and sing. He was more annoying than Murphy. You were so happy about what happened last night, and it was good to have someone humble you out by annoying you non-stop.
Before you enter, two guys order you to remove all your weapons. Meaning they would have to search you. You were very annoyed, but not as annoyed as Raven. She stubbornly allowed to be searched, so you go before her. Bellamy watches every move the guard makes while he searches you. The guard lifts up your shirt a tad so he could make sure nothing is in your pockets causing Bellamy to freak out.
"Hey, don't do that." Bellamy yells as he walks toward the guard.
"Bellamy calm down, he's just checking my pockets." You say annoyed.
"He better be_"
"Bellamy!"
As soon as the guard finishes searching you, Bellamy picks you up and throws you over his shoulder.
"Bellamy, stop! Put me down! Why are you acting like this?!" You ask as you try to escape his hold.
"I'm making sure no one else gets to touch you." Bellamy says possessively. What was up with him? He never acted like this, never. So why was he acting like the dream boyfriend every girl wants? He hadn't let you touch the ground basically all day, what is he doing?
"Bellamy, put me down! This isn't funny! I don't like this! PUT ME DOWN!" You scream. He puts you down buts grabs you by the arm and pulls you into the woods. You try to escape his grasp but fail.
"Bellamy what has gotten into you?! Why are you acti__" Is all you get to say before Bellamy pushes you into a tree and kisses you violently. Starting at your lips then down to your neck. You loved what he was doing, every fiber of your body did, but you didn't want to.
"B-B-Bellamy, stop for a second." You say pushing him off you. You see pure lust in his eyes, and you don't like it.
"If you're trying to get at what I think you are Bellamy, I'm not going to give you anything." You say annoyed and angered. Bellamy gets a lusty smile on his face, it disgusts you.
"Well, I just thought it was about time I showed you that you were mine." He says moving towards you again, but you push him away.
"Well you do that everyday in your special little way. So why do you think this is going to prove something that I already know?"
"Because I haven't loved you enough, and I want you to see how much I love you."
"Well you can do it in some other way than this."
"But it will never be enough."
"Then what makes you think this is?!" You raise your voice. You're both silent for a minute. You see that the lusty look in his eyes are now filled with regret and heartbreak. You run your fingers through his hair and sit you both down on the ground. You take his head and lay it on your chest.
You continue to run your fingers through his hair for a while before picking up his face so you can see it. You look across his face and admire his complexion. His beautiful brown eyes, the color of a puddle after the spring rain, his nose that fits perfectly on his face, the way his black hair covered his face and curled up at the end so that it wouldn't get in the way of his eyes, the way his freckles scattered his face, but lined up in a way and pointed in different directions and said, 'look at this feature' 'look at this one'. You ran your fingers across every single one of those lines. And for a moment you forgot that it was a human face and not a work of art. You smiled the biggest smile you've ever smiled as you looked at him, making him feel special. You lay his head on your lap and put his hair into little braids while you talk about rumors you'd heard and things you've seen people do. Once you had satisfied yourself you bent over and kissed him. Then you once again took a look at the wonderful face you just got to kiss. You admire him as you think out loud,
"All mine.." you whisper.
"All yours?" Bellamy questions with a giggle.
"Mm-hmm" you mumble as you nod your head with a closed smile.
"How come you get to claim me, but I can't claim you?" He giggles again.
"Because you've always been the boss, and it's about time someone changed that." You say making him bite his lip.
"Oh, really?" He says as he does a little wiggle and gives you a seductive look.
"Shut up!" You say playfully hitting him.
"Hey that really hurt." He laughs. You both are quiet for a moment while you study each other. You bite your lip.
"No, you can't do that!" He says.
"Do what?" You say doing it again.
"Oh, now you're just doing it on purpose." He says sitting up.
"What are you talking about?" You say doing it once more.
"Alright you asked for it!" He says before kissing you. Lovingly this time. The one kiss turns to many. And you fall more in love with each one. You finally pull away, even though the loss of touch stings.
"Bellamy?" You ask seriously.
"Yes, my little flame?"
"Little flame?"
"Yeah, because your hair is red, and you're really hot, so.."
"You're so cheesy." You laugh.
"So what were you gonna ask me?"
"Oh, right. I mean... if you want to.. you know....do it...."
"Yeah?"
"Then maybe we could do it soon...if you're ok with that." You finally get out.
"I'm ok with that if you are."
"I am." You smile.
"Then I'm okay with that."
"Then I make you a promise." You say.
"I like that." Bellamy says with a smile. He stands up and lifts you up. You walk back to the village holding hands and see that the fire is almost out. You see Clarke talking with Lexa, and Finn is behind her. He notices you and runs toward you.
"So, where did you and Bellamy run off too?" He asks, nudging you in the sholder with his elbow. You point backwards toward the woods.
"Oh I see, you guys ran off into the woods to do a little more dancing." He laughs. You roll your eyes and shake your head.
"What are you looking at?" Bellamy asks.
"Uh, just the village. Imaging what it was like before... you know." You say looking at Finn, who looks seriously offended. He walks away and you notice Macallan talking to your father. They both look at you making you stop in your tracks and gulp hard. Your sudden stop pulls Bellamy back. You squeeze his hand as hard as your body could in fear.
"Woah, Kesia, hey what's wrong?" Bellamy asks as he winces in pain.
"He told my father." You say making you shake in fear. Bellamy is freaking because of your reactions.
"Hey Kesia, calm down," He says putting his free hand on your shoulder. "what did he tell him?" He asks.
"That we're together." You say.
"Ok, so why are you acting so terrified?" Bellamy questions, not seeing a problem.
"You're almost as old as my brother, he'd never allow it."
"How old is your brother?"
"25."
"I'm 2 years younger than him."
"Bellamy, my brother is 9 years older than me."
"You're 16, I know..... wait you're 16.... I almost banged a 16 year old!"
"Bellamy don't say that out loud, my father might hear you."
"This is Illegal!"
"Oh, so now I'm Illegal, I'm glad that's my new pet name."
"No, Kesia I love you, it's just that we can't let people find out that I tried to__"
"What do you think I'm so worried about?!"
"Nevermind, it's just 7 years."
"Well try telling my father that."
"I will."
"No Bellamy, that doesn't mean literal_" You try to explain, but he already starts walking away. You chase after him.
"Hello Bellamy." Your father says.
"Hello Kane."
"We need to talk." Your dad continues.
"Sure." Bellamy says.
"Macallan brought a case a liquor and thought we should give it as a gift to the commander. What do you think?"
"Why would that concern me?"
"Well because it's your grandfather's last case he ever made, and since it basically belongs to you, I wanted to see if you were ok with giving it away." Your dad explains.
"Oh, yeah, that's fine."
"Well good."
"Is there anything else you want to talk about? Like Kesia?"
"What about her?" Your father asks looking at you, raising a brow.
"Like, how she feels." Bellamy says making you facepalm yourself.
"Well I would recommend asking her that, she's right there, and you're her best friend, so you shouldn't have to ask me."
"Right." Bellamy says embarrassed before walking away.
"Well I guess he never told your dad."
"You think?" You reply sarcastically.
"Sorry for the way I acted a while ago, I was just worried I would get executed like my friend did."
"You're friend raped the girl."
"And she was 16."
"The only thing is that you haven't raped me."
"But if you hadn't stopped me back in the woods, I probably would have!" He quiet-yells. He was right, and you don't know what to say.
"Bellamy_"
"Forget it." He says walking away leaving you alone.
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Time Skip

"That's not mine." You say as a guard pulls a vial of poison out of your jacket.
"I'm telling you that's not mine! He put it there when he searched me!" You yell. Finn is standing a few feet infront of you.
"Fight harder." He says.
"NO SKY PERSON LEAVES THIS ROOM!" Lexa yells. You sink to the floor, you knew what the punishment would be. Death by a thousand cuts. And no one could stop it. You had been framed. And now you were going to die. You scream at the top of your lungs until you had no air left. Making Macallan, Bellamy, and Octavia flock to you. You didn't want to die, not now, not soon. You promised Bellamy something and didn't want death to take it away. You cried as Octavia rubbed your back and Macallan craddled you. Bellamy just stood infront of you with the straightest face ever.
"I didn't do this!" You yell trying to make him care, but he doesn't change.
"Ouch, that's gotta hurt." Finn says making a wincing sound as he leans on Bellamy's shoulder.
"You're the reason I'm in this mess!" You say out loud, forgetting no one else can see him.
"Really Kesia, you're just going to blame other people now for your decisions?" Bellamy says offended, thinking you were talking to him.
"Bell no, I was talking to__"
"Who? Who were you trying to blame? You can't get away with everything just because you're Kane's little girl. You should've figured that out the day you got arrested."
In one quick motion you stood up and slapped him.... hard...... tears started to form in your eyes as you did, but you didn't let them fall.
"You were the one who arrested me." You yell then slap him again.
"Because of you, I was locked away." This time you punch him.
"And because I was locked away, my mother was left alone again, left without love, and tried to get me out." Your voice rose with every word said. You didn't hit him this time, you let him catch his breath. He was taking it, he was just letting you hurt him.
"And do you know what happened next?" He doesn't answer. You take him and push him at the table, making it fall over along with him.
"WHAT HAPPENS NEXT?!" You scream, as tears run down your face. Raven comes over and tries to stop you, but Bellamy signals her to stop. He still didn't answer. You had to make him feel the pain he had caused, all the pain that you had kept inside because you didn't want to hurt him. But now you wanted him to scream in agony.
You walk towards him, pull him up and push him against the wall.
"What happened next?" You wisper through closed teeth. He still didn't answer. So you kicked him in the leg, making him fall down the wall. You pull him back up.
"Answer me!" You order him. He made a huge gulp. He was about to talk.
"A guard killed her." He says choking on his own tears.
"No Bellamy............ You did. She died of loneliness, and that loneliness was caused by you...... There's another death you can carry on your shoulders." You say before letting him go. He slides down the wall.
"And I guess I don't need to be afraid of getting caught with you anymore." You say making Bellamy look up, praying you weren't going to say what he thought you were going to say.
"Because we are done...... Go float yourself. " You say before walking off.
Cliffhanger! Oh I'm so sorry.

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