Earth To Bellamy 》Bellamy Blake X Reader [ON HOLD]

Mind Games and Guns

You walk alongside Bellamy to make sure he isn't secretly looking at you from behind. You stare at him, but not in the same way he stares at you. He looks at you to adore you, you look at him to watch him. You didn't want Bellamy to like you, you were perfectly fine with the relationship you already have, and you knew that if you get together, and then eventually break up, it will ruin that relationship. You dated Jasper and you guy's friendship paid the price, and you don't want that to happen to you and Bellamy. You have to make Bellamy stop liking you, and you know just how to do it.
"Hey Bell," you say in a curious, yet sweet tone. Making Bellamy's eyes light up.
"Yeah?" Bellamy replies.
"Do you think Murphy will be fine?" You ask. You see the light in Bellamy's eyes fade out in a small fit of confusion.
"He'll be fine, why?" Bellamy responds assuringly.
"I just don't trust Finn I guess. I mean, what if he hurts Murphy?" You ask concerned, but the sweet still remains.
"Murphy has nine lives, If Finn hurts him, he'll get through it." Bellamy assures you.
"Why do you care so much for Murphy's safety? He doesn't care about ours." Octavia questions
"Yes he does! When Bellamy went down the cliff to save Mel the rope broke, Murphy was the only one keeping Bellamy from falling. If he didn't care, he would've let go." You say defensively.
"He's not stupid enough to let go." Monroe says.
"ENOUGH!" Bellamy yells, silencing the whole group. "He's going to be fine Kes." Bellamy says calmly.
"I don't want him to get hurt, Bell. I don't want to loose him." You say. You cuddle up to Bellamy and pretend to be upset. You look over to Octavia who gives you an are you seriously doing this face. You look up at Bellamy and see the heartbreak in his eyes, but behind that you saw the caring, friendly eyes you've known for so long. Even though you were breaking his heart, he wants you to be happy.
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Time Skip

You walk through the gate and Bellamy is instantly caught in Clarke's embrace. He looks at you before hugging her back.
"Where's Finn?" Clarke asks
"Looking for you." Bellamy says.
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You literally just got back and Raven has already assigned you work repairing guns. Once you finish the task you go to find Raven. You walk into the ark and hear a conversation.
"We need to find them." You hear Clarke say. You instantly knew who she was talking about.
"I JUST GOT YOU BACK!" You hear Abby scream.
20 minutes later you see Octavia, Bellamy, Clarke, and Raven go to a spot by the fence. You had to get out, but you couldn't let Raven see you abandoning your work. You sneak out through the hole you sneak out of when going on hunts. You try to slip out but you get shocked. They electrified the fence. Great. You're about to find another way out until you see Rayven walking by. You have to get out before Raven sees you. You slip through, but get electrified. You hold in your screams as you quickly slip out. Once you get to the other side, you go in search of Finn and Murphy. You knew every part of these woods from hanging around Octavia on her meet-ups with Lincoln. You knew there was a grounder village not to far from where you left Finn and Murphy. If they needed shelter, they would be there.
You try to keep your distance from Octavia and the others, Octavia would probably be going to the village as well. If one of them heard you, they'd probably shoot.
You make it to the grounder village and all you see is complete terror. Finn is yelling at grounders and Murphy is trying to calm him down. Now all those fake worries for Murphy made to make Bellamy jealous, were now real.
"Finn, stop!" You yell. Finn turns around and points his gun at you making you screech.
"Clarke's alive." You say trying to calm him down.
"Where is she?" Finn questions.
"She's at camp." You say forgetting she left too. You expected Finn to put down his gun and come with you back to camp, but he didn't.
"I don't believe you. You're just here to stop me again." Finn argues. Before you can speak a grounder jumps out of the cage they are held in, and Finn shoots. Soon grounders are panicing and trying to flee and Finn doesn't stop shooting. You run and push Murphy out of the way. While doing so a bullet flys past your head, deafening you. Something hits your leg making you fall into Murphy, causing him to loose his balance, and fall too. You look over and see Clarke in the woods, then the mummbled sound of gunshots stop. You look up at Murphy, who seems just as terrified as you do, you take your hand off your ear and see blood from where the bullet had hit you. Murphy then rips a piece of his shirt off and ties it around your leg where you apparently had been shot as well.
"Don't worry Firegirl, you're gonna be fine." Murphy says in the most terrified voice. Murphy... caring for you... wow.. you must be special. He picks you up and carries you over to Bellamy, the last thing you see is Bellamy's and Murphy's eyes lit up with the same emotions, terror, and care, before you black out.