Life After Twilight, The Saga Continues

This is my FIRST ever fanficition. Please bear with me guys, and don't be afraid of leaving honest comments. I really appreciate ANY feeback! I'm writing this as I go, as the ideas come to mind, so again bear with me!! :) Thanks! -Tee

Years had passed. Too many to remember. Who would want to remember such horrid memories. Memories that tainted our happiness. The memories that reminded me of almost loosing my family, my friends, my husband, my Renesmee. These thoughts flouded my head day after day. Would they ever return? Would they realize they've let us get away with too much already? We hadn't really gotten away with anything. Renesmee was our natural born daughter. I carried her in my womb, though not for long, I would know of all people. But the thought never seemed to leave, it was always there. What would happen if the Volturi ever decided to come back...

The time they decided to come was due to Irina's incorrect judging, which sadly but surely ended with her death. I tried not to remember this. I tried not to remember the horrid looks on Tanya and Kate's faces while Aro and his guards destroyed Irina. Those looks would never fade away. Neither would Esme's. The look on Esme's face is one I've never seen before. She looked like someone who was about to loose everything, someone who had no intentions of trying, someone who had no intentions of surviving. Edward's face, Oh my Edward, his look, his eyes. I knew vampires couldn't shed tears, but I could almost bet my life that Edward cried that day. That fateful day the Volturri arrived. The look on his face when I spoke to Jacob, when he realized why I had been so secretive lately, heart whrenching. 

Eventhough years have passed, time still isn't able to fade away such dark memories. Ten years, seems like 3 days. Renesmee, she makes my days so much more worthy. It's easy to say she is my reason for exsistence. The trials we have faced these last ten years have been tough. Very tough. So many hardships, so much sadness, failure, but we've also had many miracles, much joy, much happiness. Whenever I start dwelling on the past, I control my thoughts. As Edward has figured out a way to navigate around my shield. Ever since his small "discovery" he's always peeking into my brain at unwanted times. Renesmee's graduation is fast approaching. I cannot believe she will be graduating college in 4 short days. Eventhough this is here second University graduation, just a different major, her father and I could not be any happier. Who knew my little girl would be so much like her father? So at times like this I try to let her party planning thoughts fall into my head, whenever I sense Edward is listening. I know I won't be able to keep this up for long. I'll have to talk to Edward about my ongoing worries soon....