Chap 25: thing i didnt know about
A/N: DIS IS DA MOMEEEENT hello here is an update :D
WARNING: lots of typos are present because I don't proof read. You have been warned :D oh and there are a bit of SPG moments hehe
HIHIHI lets do this!
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ALICE'S POV
"Alice, I understand that you don't love me the way I love you, and I understand why you won't accept my gift. But all I ever wanted was for you to love me the way I want you to. Everytime I see you with Ciel, I get this feeling that you forgot about me, that's why I try and try to make you stay with me more often..." Alois said, trying to convince me to say 'yes.' But no, I mean sometimes he doesn't know what's the dofference between 'I hate you' and 'I don't wanna love you.' But I know he wants me to love him and it's not easy to love him when I also love Ciel... I don't want to make a fuss because of me...
"Alois... Sometimes you can't always get whatever you want. I can't love you the way you want me too and I can't always be there beside you because I live with Ciel. I am his sister." I placed my hand on his shoulder, trying tk get some sense into him that the world can't give him anything anytime. "But since you don't want to marry me... Could you at least be my girlfriend and keep the ring?" he asked. Sira ulo, (filipino term that's literally broken head in english but it's "crazy") but shouldn't I accept him? What would happen if Ciel finds out? I dont wanna make a fuss... Nor hurt him... I gotta make a wise move now!
Kusooo... I didnt want to answer him! But I need to! Ketchup sauce. "Alois... Yah, I'll be your girlfriend.. And I'll keep the ring." HOLY JACKET did I say the right thing? Bleh, its too late. I smiled and kissed him gently. He smilled and held my hand "I love you Alois." well i do feel that way in a way... I quietly hugged him "I love you too Alice." he hugged me back and started pecking my cheek, then my jaw, down to my neck and back to my lips. He gently pushed me to the ground and licked my lower lip for entrance and I let him explore my mouth. Waaaait a peanut, peanut? Meh, what is wrong with me? I enjoyed his presence but... Theres a part of me that says not to love him. I need to remove that part and enjoy the life im living.
I pushed him away so that I could catch my breath, letting it go (XD) "Alois, its time for bed." i said and he grinned, man it is obvious that he wanted to do 'it' but do you think I would?
We went to his room and I changed him, we got ready for bed. "Alice, do you love me?" Alois asked as I started singin "Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me like the way I love you babe?" (Do you love me by 2NE1) "Alice!" "Ok, ok, of course I do! What makes you think of that?" well, maybe because of the marriagd thing... "Just asking! Tell me why you accepted the girlfriend stage but not the marriage?" he asked out of curiosity.
"Well... You see I do love you but im too young to get engaged and I want to spend my life as an independent woman first. And plus, Im scaed of getting engaged..." that got him surprised, his eyes are wide eh. "Scared of getting engaged? And how is that possible?" Alois asked with a questioning look "Well... Im scared to break the engagement. You know... Sometimes I cant keep the things people tell me to keep, and Im scared of the consequences that awaits me if I brake it."
His face kind of got gloomy but still had a smile at his face. He wrapped his arms around me and placed his face at my chest, snuggling in and making himself confortable. "Alice, even if you accepted, I know you'd not bresk it. But since you were not ready, I understand. As long as you're with me, you love me, you accpent me, I'm happy to have you." thank Jesus he understands. He kissed me gently and hugged me again. At least he is not mad at me. I like Alois this way. "Im happy I have you too." I guess sometimes I like him and sometimes I dont, but oh well. I positioned myself so that I'm lying down.
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She's The One [Ciel x OC x Alois] (COMPLETE) *EDITING TYPOS*
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