Life after Marriage

30.

1 month later..

Kyrie P.O.V.

"I don't know where she is . Her phones off and her parents haven't been answering my calls either . I  don't know is she's  ever coming back and we have a child together. Aliyah asks about her and idk what to say . I started lying and saying she's on tour. My daughter needs her mother. I think she's being selfish." I sighed as I confessed to the therapist my mom hired to get me out my funk.

"How long has she been gone ?"

" a month today " i sighed looking around. I  have  been counting down the days how long she's been gone. I missed her like crazy but I needed to know if I honestly needed to move on .

" how was the conversation like when you guys last talked ?" She asked again

" I told you , we wasn't happy. She had gotten in a car accident and I went to her hospital room a day later when i found out and offered to help her with anything and not leave her side and she denied me "

" why did you agree to not leave her side and to help her ?" She asked making me look at her
dumb

" um because she's my wife " I said sarcastically

" but you told me yesterday that before the crash you agreed to allowing each other to see other people. That can lead to divorce . So once she was hurt she went back to being someone you didn't want to divorce ?" She asked

" I mean I said that cause I wanted her to hurt like she had me hurting. I wanted her to feel the same pain " I scratched my head .

" and then when you noticed her leave hurt at your words then found out she got in a crash you felt guilt. You felt like it was your fault why she crashed cause your the last person she spoke to before the crash " she wrote down before looking a me

I stared at her trying to blink away my tears but it didn't help. She' was right ..

" you have to allow her the space to restore herself. She broke her leg, almost lost her life, and got her heartbroken all within one hour . She most likely took a vacation to get herself together. She finally broke" she informed me .

" so what do I do ?" I asked

" this is what I want you to do, go home and write her a letter about how you feel. Lay all your feeling down. Your holding onto too much . Once you do that  you can either send it to where you think she is or hold
Onto for yaself . You need to come to terms with this ... your letting it destroy you and it's not healthy. "

" okay" I nodded not sure if I was gonna write it or not
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Leelee P.O.V.

I had spent 3 weeks in Jamaica until I started missing my daughter. My mom had agreed that we needed to go back. Once we made it back
To the United States we ended up in Miami and ended up staying here because my mom was informed they had the best personal trainer.

My mom wanted me to train to get my leg back to extreme healthy for my career and so I could be better for my daughter and I agreed.

It's had been a week now that I was in Miami and a month I've been away from my daughter and I was ready to go .

I had met this man while training with my trainer. We had the same trainer and sometimes we would train with him together .

I found out he was a player on the Miami heat and let me tell you he was sexy.

He had invited me out to dinner tonight for his birthday and I agreed. I mean we were friends by now.

"Are you ready ?" My mom asked me as she walked out the bathroom of the hotel room we rented .