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Chapter 19

     V watches Joy's back while she's walking far away from him.

     Is this what I want? Watch her slowly drift away from me. Slowly without looking back. Both of my eyes on her but she keeps looking at someone else but now that she's finally truly trying to forget that someone, should I do the same? Or make this as a chance for me to make her mine.

     No. Jungkook likes her. It's so frustrating.

     This is like a video game. I always have two choices; quit this and its game over or keep playing knowing that the end is unsure whether I will win or lose. This game is serious, dangerous and fragile. This game that I keep playing is LOVE.

     He runs after her when he finally made up his mind. Joy already rode the car so V rode a taxi to follow her. It was an hour of ride and he saw her enter their house with her father. He was too indecisive if he'll call out her name to have a talk but he's still not prepared. He chose to walk to the playground and sit on a swing while thinking of what he should say. After a few practice he calls her on the phone.

     "Sooyoung-ah. Go to the playground."

     "What?"

     "Go to the playground near your house I'm here."

     "Are you kidding me? I got no time to play along with your jokes. I'm tired."

     "I'm not joking. I'm here. See it for yourself."

     "Are you crazy? What are you doing there?"

     "Yeah, I'm crazy and I'll be waiting here no matter what."

     I clearly lost my mind. He said rubbing his hair in frustration after the call. He walks back and forth and sits on the swing then walks back and forth again. He received a text from her saying, "I'm on my way. If this is some kind of your silly prank, know that the next time I see you, I'll bring a knife and I'll kill you! It's too cold outside you freak!" then another text arrived that says, "If you are serious that you're really waiting there alone make sure that you brought at least 2 hot packs for yourself. I don't want to share mine!" then another text came, "Remember! If you really call me out for nothing you'll be really so dead!" and another one, "but if you really came all the way here just to have a talk or something maybe it's really important so I brought extra coat for you. Be thankful!" those texts made him happy and made his heart flutter. Weird that he still got some butterflies flying around his tummy when almost all she said pertains on killing him. I'm already dead.

     "Yah!" she shouted as soon as she arrived. "You're really here. Waaah. Why did you go all the way here? If you have something to say you should have had said it when we met a while ago don't you think?" She sits on the other swing. "Here." She lends the coat that she brought. "It's my dad's so better return it next time we meet again. You're only wearing that hoodie because you want to look cool like 'the cold never bothers you' pretending to be Elsa when you're not. Tsk." She looks away and murmured "It's actually for the Banana Milk you gave me." And V heard it well and smiled. She's unsure  if  I'm really here but she still came.

      "So what is your real reason? Why did you go here?" Joy asked. V hasn't spoken a word since she came. His heart and tongue don't cooperate to him. He can't even open his mouth to breath normally. His whole body is tensed and he's currently having a mental breakdown while looking out of nowhere.

     Joy watches him and noticed that he's really up to something serious, "You got some problem you can't say?" She looked at him as she places her hand on his knee. He looks somehow so bothered that she wants to return the comfort he gave her. "Yah! Kim Taehyung!" She calls out his name to get his attention and when he finally looked at her she gently said, "Smile." that only made his heart go wild. "Yah. I know that I always whine about my problems, you might actually feel so sick of it and I know that if you can shut my mouth up you would but please know that I'll do the same to you. No matter how annoying you are, I'll always be just right here. I promise." She spreads her legs in front of her and swings lightly.