Solving You Riddle 《Tom Riddle》✔

Confessions and Regrets

AN this chapter is written from the authors point of view to maintain the essence of every character.Enjoy reading n dont forget to vote or comment, thoughts and opinions are appreciated.

She clenched her fingers and gritted her teeth to stop the shivering, it could be blamed onto the chilly air and the cold weather outside but that would be a lie. She knew she had no cause to be so still.No body could see through her, all thanks to her sisters undying brilliance.

Except anyone who really cares,but nobody does do they. Nor do I deserve it anyway.

The class with Professor Binns ended and she carelessly tossed away her parchment and ink into the bag she carried. Her friend Olivia had been sick and Albert was busy with his other male friends such as Nott and Zabini.

She sat at the Slytherin table for lunch no one approached her,everyone to busy with themselves.Not that anyone could see how miserable she was.To them she must look preoccupied or -she cringed at the thought -cheery.

Nobody Cares

She could not stand the thought, it dampened her spirits as no one approached her , they all walked past her nodding and smiling as they saw her looking.She stood up frustrated and a little angry at herself,her friends, and at everyone who smiled.Were they really so blind.          How could they see a beautiful vase when there was just shattered glass.

It was in these moments that she realized that being lonely bothered her so much and despised herself for showing such a weakness that diminished all she wanted to stand for.

She got up to go where her loneliness would keep her company for she finalized no solace she would find in the land of the living and decided to get some fresh air at the astronomy tower.She walked then suddenly finding new determination within herself as she now knew her destination or at least she pretended she did.

Pretenses and Illusions.

Two words to describe everything in her world.She clenched her fists her nails digging into her palms drawing blood,her pure blood.She laughed at her helplessness.She had not found anything as beautiful as crimson drops of blood in her wounds, nothing as endearing as her eyes red after crying and swollen by exhaustion and tears. At least there was proof that she was feeling pain and agony, not her mind playing tricks on her.

Up at the astronomy tower there was a figure standing, Reece her mind supplied

She could smell him his smell like sunshine. Warm and welcoming.

and her insides clenched in guilt and shame. Her actions of the previous day weighed her down heavily.She bowed her head in shame.

"Liz, is that you" he asked her softly, as if unsure she was there.

"Yes" she croaked even though it must sound normal to him.

He furrowed his brows as he came closer to her.

"Is something wrong" he asked blinking. It was the spell distorting his vision one moment she looked normal and the other so melancholy; as if all life had been sucked right through her even her voice sounded disconcerted somewhere between normal and croaked.

She looked at him his messy brown hair covering his beautiful ebony eyes,the eyes that were her fuel of determination, her void taking away the pain,her coal warming up her being on cold weather as such even if it meant he had to burn himself down.

"Will you believe me if I told you I love you" she asked so vulnerable.

"Yes" he replied without a thought

"And if I tell you that all that is going on between us, that all this was just fake, a trick then"

"I know you will be lying and I won't believe you ,though it will hurt" then he kept his palm to his heart"here"

"Please don't" she closed her glassy eyes whispering almost mumbling and he heard her silent plea and understood the things she left unsaid.

"If I choose Richard you will never in a million years be hurt" and if he could he would lock her away from the cruel world take away pain and sadness so that she wouldn't even remember the existence of such words and give all the happiness and peace the world had to offer.

And then he saw the pale ghost of the girl she would become but he didn't know then and wouldn't see her when.So he sighed content for that single moment before he saw the scars that marked her features as she finally let go of her defenses, breaking the walls that hid the girl he respected and .... loved though none of them knew it.

20 years of Harry potter thanks JKR .
Special Chapter my best so far.

And after all this time.ALWAYS