Jadah :
Last night was a struggle , I was tired from the long flight here and worried about Ernesto . After that boy ... Rakim I think his name was ? Walked me home I went up to the empty guest room and took my ass to bed .
"Sweetie breakfast is ready " my mother called .
"I'm not in the mood" I yelled .
Even though my mom apologized at least 5,000 times , I'm still not over the fact that happened .. I knew i had to get over it sooner or later but the real reason why i was upset was because of my baby , Its only been a few hours and im already missing him like crazy . That's not the only reason why I'm worried either , its mostly because of that bitch and her friend -_- i know , I'm a jealous ass bitch . But lets be real , Ernesto is fine as hell . And when you in a room with a fine ass nigga whats the one thing going through ya mind ?
" DAMN I WISH I COULD FUCK "
And me knowing ernesto's unfaithful always horny ass might let these bitches do that .
" Jadah ? " my mom said as she slightly opened my door .
" Yes maa ."
" Today I want you to go out and meet some friends , Since your gonna be out here for a while I think its a good idea for you to meet new people ."
" I don't need any friends , I have India and Ernesto and that's enough . "
" Jadah , don't play with me little girl ! Get up , Get dressed , and Go do something ! "
I rolled my eyes and sighed .
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Camille :
I brushed my hair , thinking about everything that every pregnant teenager would think of . I wonder why i got my self into this , I mean if I didn't ,everything would have been better . I just regret the way how it happened , I wish i could restart everything .
" You okay best friend ? " Tasha said as she walked in on me interrupting my thoughts , which was a good thing because I hated thinking like that .
" I guess , I just feel soo , wrong . "
" What you mean you feel " wrong " . Trust me , its not really a bad thing if you think about it . "
" Tasha yes it is ! I'm honestly not ready ! Its gonna be hard to work this out . "
" look , i feel you ... whatever happens were both gonna get through it together and I'm gonna have your back through thick and thin okay ? " she said as she hugged me .
Today was the day me and Ernesto had to talk & get to know each other and shit .. I was shy , a little . But I would rather get along with my child's father than not know him or anything about him at all .
" You ready ? " Tasha said .
" Yesss girrl ."
Today i kept it simple , I wore my hair up in a pony tail with pink sweats & My black true religion tee with mix match socks and my Adidas sandals . I wasn't trying to really impress him or anything , he was cute and all . But were both in a relationship with other people . I wasn't trying to mess his up & I hope he doesnt try to mess mines up .
Me and Tasha hopped in the car and it took at least 20 minutes to get to his house , besides the 10 minutes she took to go get some food from chipotle -_- shawty was greedy af .
" Ima wait outside , let y'all have privacy & shit "
I laughed and walked to his door , he lived in a apartment complex , the good ones though .. I could only imagine what the inside looked like ..
