Not Close Enough (A Shoey Fanfic)

Chapter 3 - come clean

Shane's P.O.V

What am I going to do I have a fucking boner!! Ok calm down Shane, Joeys probably asleep by now. I turn over. Ok good he's asleep. I crawl out of bed cautiously and head to Joey's bathroom. When im finished with my business I walk out and then stop dead in my tracks. Joey is standing right outside the door.

Joey: Um shane what where you doing?

Me: um I had to pee...

Joey: Are you sure? It didn't sound like it.

Me: Yea don't worry about it.

Joey: ok. lets go back to bed.

Joey's P.O.V

What was Shane doing? Anyway I have to go to bed because I plan on telling Shane tomorrow.

I wake up and notice Shane is out of bed again. I walk downstairs and notice he's in the living room piling boxes on the floor.

Shane: Hey, Good morning.

Me: Hey I still need to tell sawyer that he has to leave.

Shane: Oh yea I went to lisa's apartment and he was there. He said he was already gonna move in with her.

Shane looks away and I see a tear go down his cheek and he wipes it away fast. Sawyer then walks through the door with an empty box. I follow him to his room.

Sawyer: Hey joey I know what your going to say so just don't okay.

Me: Ok.

Sawyer: This is my last box and then ill be gone.

I just stare at him. He finishes loading the box and we walk downstairs and to the front door.

Me: Goodbye sawyer.

Sawyer: Hopefully it wont be forever I mean were still friends right.

Me: I don't know. The way you treated shane was just...

Sawyer: I know..Its just have you ever fell in love with someone joey?

Me: Actually yeah.

Sawyer: How would you like it if you could never be with them but then you finally had a chance wouldn't you take it?

I think really hard. How did I feel when shane was with lisa. I felt awfully alone. Yea I think I would tae that chance.

Me: Yea I would.

Sawyer: that's all I had to say.

He left. I have to tell shane. Right now! I go outside to shanes car. When I reach his car I see him bent down grabbing a box. I stand there and watch him. I really do love him.

Shane: Hello? Joey?? You ok?

Me: Oh hey yeah im fine.

Shane: Ok haha theres one more box can you help me?

Me: Oh yea sure

I grab the last box and close the trunk. We go to my apartment door and open it and walk in. we set the boxes down in the living room.

Me: Shane I need to tell you something.

Shane: yea what is it?

Me: Sit down.

He sits down on the couch inviting me to sit next to him so I do. Ok here I go.

Me: Shane im...im...

I think about the first kiss we ever shared on dare the dawson. What if he's not gay? Oh god I cant do this.

Me: Im..Im..

Shane's P.O.V

Is joey going to say what I think he's going to say? Oh my god.

Me: Joey stop.

He looked up at me puzzled. Then as if on instinct I slammed my fucking lips onto his! I kissed him like ive never kissed anyone before not even lisa. I kissed him as if I could never let him go. He seemed to like it because he was kissing back. Then I pulled away.

Joey: Whats wrong?

Me: Joey im gay.

Joey: Shane im gay to.

I started to cry.

Me: For how long?

Joey: I just realized last night.

Me: Me to!

This time he brought my chin up and kissed me long and passionately until it became too hard to breathe. We finally get up and start unpacking boxes and then bringing all my stuff into sawyers room. When all that was done me and joey go lay down on his bed facing each other.

Joey: I need to vlog.

Me: Ok I do to.

Joey grabs his camera and starts vlogging about his day. I get my camera and turn it on.

"Hey whats up you guys as you can see im at JOEY GRACEFFA'S HOUSE! ok so me and lisa broke up. And I know what all you shisa people are saying "OMG SHANE ARE YOU OK!" Don't worry im fine but im staying at joeys for a while because sawyer decided he was going to take lisa and so now their going to live happily ever after. Yes bitches it was fucking sawyer. anyway ill see you guys later.

I turn off the camera as joey enters the room.

Joey: Did you tell them?

Me: About everything but you and me yeah.

I feel myself about to cry so joey comes over and hugs me and then kisses my lips.

Joey: Wanna go eat somewhere?

Me: Yea.

we arrive at the restaurant and walk in. We finally get seated and order. I start to vlog.

Ok guys so I get me a salad and joey over there is getting chicken and then this waitress named Shelby comes over and starts talking to joey and then she gives him her number I mean what kinda shit is that! ok im going to eat and calm down see you guys later.

Joey: Haha ok that was a weird conversation.

Me: What she say?

Joey: She said she watches me all the time! I have a freaking stalker!

Me: Congratulations!

when we finish eating we leave a tip. On the ride home I started singing all the songs. Then joey joined in and we were having fun.

We get home and get in bed because were exhausted so we end our vlogs.

Ok so im back at the apartment and im tired so im going to end this vlog so I had fun hangin with you hope you had fun hangin with me and I will see you tomarrow goodbye arghhh

I hear joey end his vlog "May the odds be ever in your favor good damn bye!"

We go and edit our vlogs and upload them and then go to bed.

Joey: Goodnight shane.

Me: Goodnight joey.

Joey's P.O.V

I Feel like saying I love you but the words wouldn't come. Ive never loved someone. I don't know how to start! I end up falling asleep dreaming a nightmare about shane and me and im not able to be a good boyfriend.