Her Fragile Heart

Do I have a trace?

Selena's P.O.V

"I want  you, I want to be with you." Zayn whispers, while continuing to kiss me.  "your not taken anymore, I want you, will you be my girlfriend." he whispers, should I accept, or not? I mean do I have a really big trace? do I still like Harry?  no...I dont like Harry, I love Harry.  I can't be with Zayn, Harry and I love each other.  no, Harry doesnt love me, I'd be lucky if he even liked me.  I should be with Zayn, Harry doesnt love me anymore...I think.  "I don't know..." I trail off.  "Please?" he begs.  I finally kiss back.  "yes..." I moan trailing off.  what will Harry think?  "thank you, don't worry about Harry, it's his loss, and can you please change back to the old selena, I know this isn't you." Zayn says, oi! when will they learn that I like being the way I am?! "Zayn, I like being the way I am, please, I hope you accept that, and by the way, I wont cheat, I dont do that, I could never do that, to anybody." I state.  "I know, I know you would never do that, and I wont be overprotective, I care about you but I accept that you need space and that your a big girl." Zayn says, he is perfect, I thought Harry was perfect, keyword WAS, I guess I was wrong.  I lean in and kiss him.  "I would love to be your girlfriend Zayn." I confirm.  "selena, would you like to go on a date with me tonight?" Zayn asks, awe! I nod yes and kiss him again.  "7:00pm?" he asks. "yes." I reply.  it's 5:30pm I should start getting ready.  "now, go." I say to him and he gives me a confused look.  "I need to get ready for our date tonight." I state.  "its 5:30pm, its to early." he says, omg he has so much to learn.  "no...I have very little time so...shoo." I shooed him out. "sel, its to early wait an hour." he says, OMG! "Zayn, girls need more than five minutes to get ready, we have to shower, choose and change into clothes, hair, makeup, shoes and jewlery. could you do all that in five minutes?" I ask and he shakes his head no.  "exactly, now...shoo." I shooed him again and he walks out.  time to get ready.  shower.

*after my 30 minute shower*

an hour left. I go choose something to wear after putting my bra and underwear on. 

*5 minutes later*

I choose a white dress, mid-thigh, with a sweetheart neckline with clear jewlstones.  I put on silver heels, some bracelets, diamond stud earrings, and a ring.  next, hair, I let it airdry into my natural waves and put it over my right shoulder.  makeup, I apply a grey-ish black, Smokey eye, pink lipstick, mascara and a bit of eyeliner on the top.  Done! and I have five minutes to spare.  I hear a knock at the door. oh no!  "come in." I say and Zayn enters with a white v-neck, black jeans and black dress shoes.  he looks gorgous! "selena, you look gorgous!" he asks.  "yup just getting my purse." I say and get it, while walking out the door.  oh no, I have to face Harry, and the boys, this should be interesting...  I walk in to see all the boys, when they hear us they turn there heads and have a shocked expression on their faces, especially Harry.  "where are you going?" Liam asks. tisk tisk always daddy directioner. "some-." Zayn was about to respond but I cut him off.  "out, see ya." I say and walk out hand in hand with Zayn.  before I could leave someone spoke.  "last time you said that you came home at 3 in the morning, drunk off your ass." Harry says.  I sent him a death glare.  "shut the fuck up and mind your own fucking business, styles!" I say loudly and continue walking.  "why don't you stop being a slut and leave my mate alone, then I'll mind my own business! " he yells, I give zayn an apologetic look.  "Stop being an ass and then we'll talk!" I yell.  "go to hell bitch!" he yells.  "meet you there!" I yell and walk out the door with Zayn.  "I'm sorry Zayn." I apologize.  "why?" he asks.  "Because, if Harry would've just left me alone we wouldnt have gotten into that fight that I wish never happened just now." I explain.  "you don't have to apologize, it wasn't your fault." he says. then, one thought poped into my head...perrie Edwards.

Authors Note: hey my awesome readers!!! IM EVIL FOR THIS CLIFFHANGER!! u guys forgot about perrie didnt u? I'm sorry this took so long and that it was short, next chapter will be longer, I wish I could say I was busy, but the truth is that I was just to lazy.  I just came back from my friends place, after a sleepover, and yesterday I went to visit my cousin, and my phone had no battery.  so so so so sorry ppl!!!! I'll update soon!

                    -Alli_234 ;)