Her Fragile Heart

I can't live without you

hey ppl! the songs for this chapter are can't be tamed by miley cyrus, someone else by miley cyrus, good enough by little mix, who says by selena gomez, like a champion by selena gomez, tell me something I don't know by selena gomez, love money party by miley cyrus, drive by miley cyrus, kicking and screaming by miley cyrus, finally part of me by Katy Perry, I know its alot of song, but they relate to this chapter so well in my opinion, enjoy!

Harry's P.O.V

Zayn carried her to the car and she slept in his arms.  I want to be the one carrying her, saving her, comforting her, but I can't,  all because of that stupid fight.  we arrive at the appartment and we walk inside to an empty hotel.  her mother must have left.  Zayn places her on the couch.  all the boys leave except Zayn and I. he looks at me annoyed, usually my Que to leave, I'm not leaving.  "do you mind? cause I do." Zayn says.  "no, I don't mind." I reply.  "then beat it, you broke up! deal with it!" Zayn yells.  "you are acting like Sel." I say.  "it's selena." he corrects me.  I run my hands through my mop of curls. "no, selena was the one we met in the car, not the one lying on that couch." I say and mean it.  that's not selena, she's acting to different.  "get out!" Zayn yells and the boys guide me to the door.  I just leave. 

Zayn's P.O.V

I can't believe fucking Harry! he is being such an ass! selena and him BROKE UP! they are NOT TOGETHER! he has to accept the fact that selena's mine.  selena starts waking up.  "selena, baby, are you ok?" I ask.  "Zayn? you came for me." she weakly states and smiles.  I smile back.  "of course I did, I got so worried, I will always come for you." I reply and cup her cheeks giving her a sweet kiss on the lips.  I like selena so much, I may even love her.  "Zayn, thank you, my lifesaver." she says and kisses me again.  then Harry bursts through the door.  "Selena, Zayn didn't come for you, I did, I would've been with you but he pushed me away!  I can't live without you! I'm so sorry!  if your with me I wont need to be your lifesaver, cause I'll never let you leave my sight ever again! I was just being overprotective! I'm sorry for caring for you!

whenever I do it, you get mad! when he does it, you praise him! I drove the car, I was one of the first people in that place! I tracked your phone! if I didn't track your phone you would still be in that hell hole!" Harry yells and drop to his knees.  I can see, he can't take this.  he makes my blood boil.  "Selena is mine! you...stay away from her!" I yell and Harry gets up. I shove him.  "She isn't supposed to be yours, she isn't anyone's, she's my girlfriend.  not. yours." he says.  "She is not your girlfriend!" I say and punch him.  I straddle him and keep punching him. 

Selena's P.O.V

oh my god! this has to stop! Zayn will NOT touch Harry! 

i-i mean...Harry will not Touch Zayn.  I hate harry.  no, you love Harry, not Zayn, your not proving anything, go back to your old self.  Bitch! I like myself! this is stopping then im leaving for the night.  "STOP! STOP! NO! PLEASE!" I scream and grab Zayn trying to pry him of Harry.  "ZAYN! STOP STOP!!!" I yell and finally get Zayn off.  Harry is bloody all over and Zayn just has some blood coming out of his mouth.  "BOYS! GET YOUR ASSES OVER HERE NOW!!!" I yell and the boys come stumbling in.  "If any of them try to fight the other, try to stop them, if you can't call me, I'll be out." I say and go to the kitchen grab a beer and light a smoke. 

"your not going anywhere selena." Liam says blocks the door.  "Liam...move before I make you." I say calmly.  "no." he says.  "last warning." I say and he shakes his head no.  ugh!  "fine, the hard way it is." I say and shove Liam out of the way.  the door is boarded shut and it has five locks.  "fine, I see how it is." I say and kick the door down.  "if you ever try to stop me again, ill do more than kick the door down." I say and walk out.  "Selena wait!" Zayn yells I stop and turn around.  "don't worry Zayn, trust me." I say and give him a long sweet, passionate kiss.  he swipes his tongue along my bottom lip, I oblige and we do quite a bit of exploring before I pull away.  "I gotta go." I say and head out. 

I am gonna drink, smoke, dance, and drink some more. once I get to the club I do exactly that. 

Harry's P.O.V

I know what I have to do.  I diall selena's mother's number in and wait.  she picks up.  "hello?" she says.  "hello, this is Harry styles." I say and wait.  "what would you like Harry?" she says alittle less nicely.  "it's selena..." I begin.  "what has she done know?" she asks bored.  "she is going out every night, smoking, drinking, and dancing, she comes back at 2-3 am drunk off her- nevermind, just drunk." I save.  "WHAT?! WHY?! YOU DID THIS TO HER DIDN'T U?!" She yells.  "no, ma'am, with all due respect selena is very...different now, she wont change back, you and me both would like the old selena? yes?" I ask.  "I want the one before she met you, not the one she is now, I want her sweet innocence back, that's not going to happen, but, what makes you think I can help her?" she asks.  "well, I don't know, but, she wont change back, she says she likes being the way she is, she will be back later, can you come?" I ask not believing that I just asked that.  "fine, I'll be there in five hours, 2 am, try your best to make the place at least...presentable." she says and hangs up. wow...what a bitch

*five hour later-2am*

there is a knock at the door.  I get up, the boys with confused faces.  "hello, Ms. Gomez" I greet.  "hello Harold." she nods and enters the apartment.  she looks around, a judgmental look in her eyes.  "satisfactory, I'll tell you that, Harold." she says.  "May you please call me Harry?" I ask, now I know how selena felt her whole life faking.  she ignores me.  "now we wait." I say.

Selena's P.O.V

I enter the club without a care and order a drink while sitting at the bar.  "hello gorgeous." a creepy guy says and winks...ew?  "sorry im taken." I say as fake politely as possible.  "I'm sorry I didn't mean to make that inpression, can I atleast buy you a drink?" he asks, I have to admit, he's hot, if it wasn't for Zayn I'd lead him on and makeout with him.  "sure." I say.

*four and a half hours later*

I am drunk off my ass, dancing by myself on the dance floor.  I think it's time to go. I stumble out and light a cigarette. I would go home now, but I can't drive, I'll kill myself.  I call a taxi and tell him my address, I'm coming home.  I pay the driver and get out, walking to the elavator with a smoke and beer in my hand, exactly how I left.  I finish the beer and drop it on the elavator floor, hearing a crash, and dropping my smoke with it.  I go to my apartment number put the key in and turn it.  "I'm Home bitches!" I say loudly and drop my stuff, I look up and see...my mom?! what the fuck is she doing here?! "what the fuck are you doing here?!" I yell and groan afterwards.  "oh dear! what has  happened? My baby!" she yells.  "baby my ass!" I say and walk to my room.  "selena." a deeper voice than my mothers says, Liam.  "what is it Liam?" I say calmly and turn around.  he nods for me to come with him. I do.  "sit." he says and I sit and light a cigarette while placing my feet on the table.  "my lord! selena!" my mother says in disbelief...good.  I glance at her and shrug it off.  "I told you selena, I told you this would happen." my mother nags.  "oh shut the fuck up!" I groan.  she gasps.  "oh big shocker there! I told my mom to shut the fuck up! big deal!" I say sarcasm evident in my voice.  "such disrespect." she says.  "fuck off bitch!" I yell at her.  "Is someone gonna talk or can I leave?" I ask.  "selena, change back, this isn't like you." Harry says.  "oh boo hoo! I like myself the way I am! plus! everyone thought of me as a slut anyway! my mom thought I was a whore for being a normal teenager! well look at me now! I ain't no fucking China doll anymore! you can't tell me what to do! the way I am now is all of your faults...except zayns." I say.  it's true, Zayn didn't do anything.  "your saying it's not his because you're together, he wants you to change back too." Louis says.  "you really can't learn! if ANY of you actually cared about me, you wouldn't try to change me!" I yell and get up.  "you can't fucking learn!!! I am myself because of you! all of you! no matter how I act, you still hate me! mother! when I was with you! I wasn't myself! I was faking! faking! my real self was when I moved out! now, my real self is me!" I yell and let a tear stream down my face.  "I am not going back to when I wasn't myself! I am myself! if you don't like me the way I am! get the fuck out of my fucking life!! I want people to like me the way I am! fuck all of you! I've changed A LOT because of you! I am not changing again! I am gonna change for myself! not for any of you!" I am sobbing now, they come to comfort me.  "get the fuck away from me!" I yell and run to my room.  I slam the door and slide down it sobbing.  this is their faults! I am not changing back! ever!

Authors Note:  hey guys! don't worry, please dont kill me! you have to find out if she changes, if she does, who changes her? find out in the next chapter!

                    -Alli_234 ;)