Her Fragile Heart

I apologize

Selena's P.O.V

As soon as I hear his voice, I look at the door.  Zayn has disappeared for a month, now he's come back.  

"Zayn..." I whisper and look down.  

"Zayn..." I hear Perrie say.  

"Why?" Perrie and I chorus in a whisper.  

"Selena, I'm truly sorry, I'm sorry if I have done anything to your friendship." he looks down. 

 "I guess...it's okay, and no, Perrie and I are still friends." I say.  

"Perrie, I-I shouldn't have done that, and I was such an idiot, I don't know what came over me, but I'm sorry, and I, I love you Perrie Edwards." Zayn says.  Perrie looks at me, I know what she's saying.  

"Zayn, I, I love you too, but I want just a little time, just to gather my thoughts and think straight again, my mind is overflowing with stress from my career, and Selena just came out of a coma, I just want some time, to think straight and make better decisions in my career, and, just to take care of things and clear my head, but I accept your apology." she rambles.  She goes up to him and gives him a hug, he hugs back and she kisses him on the cheek.  I Smile. 

 "Perrie?" I say.  she turns around with a raised eyebrow as in to say 'yes?'.  I reply by opening up my arms for a hug, with a smile and raised eyebrow as in to say 'can I have a hug too?'  she laughs and gives me a hug.  

"Perfect! Life is normal again." I whisper the last part. 

 "okay, all the guys get out I gotta change." I announce.  They all leave, except one, I think you already know who stayed behind, yep you guessed it, a certain curly haired cheeky boy that I love.  He looks at me innocently.  I smile and raise an eyebrow as in to say 'really?'  

"Nuh uh, nope, not happening, get out Harold." I say and smile while shaking my head and twirling my finger as in to say turn around and shoo!  "Buh bye little Harold." Perrie says then freezes.  "Gosh that sounded wrong." she say and turns around.  Harry turns around and smirks.  He just chuckles and leaves.  I get dressed and we go back to my apartment.  I haven't let go off Harry since I left the change room.  

"Oh well, I gotta go...shopping! I am...I lost my clothes in a fire my little cousin caused, so I need some new clothes, Danielle, Eleanor, Liam, Louis, Niall, Zayn, come, I need all your opinions." Perrie says.  "But-". "Nope, your all coming." she insists.  "Wow, I love you too." I say and pout.  "Sorry sel, and Harry, you wont...fit...in the car." she lies.  She's trying to leave Harry and I some alone time.  She winks, then drags them all out.  Niall doesn't budge.  "Niall? I'll buy you food, so free food." Perrie says and he runs out.  I laugh.  "Bye Perrie." I wave.  She closes the door.  Harry hugs me from behind.  "You know she just lied to get us alone right?" he says in the crook of my neck.  "Mmhmm." I hum.  He kisses my neck and I laugh.  "What is it, love?" he asks.  "It...tickles." I giggle.  He chuckles.  "Of course." he says.  I turn around.  I cup his cheeks in my hands, I bring my head up and kiss him.  It's starts of all sweet, sensitive and gentil, but then, it turns into something much more aggressive and lust filled.  We break away, I look in his eyes and they are full of lust.  I just kiss him again then pull away.  I simply pull him into a hug.  He picks me up and sits on the couch with me on his lap.  I'm sideways with my hands around his neck and my face buried in his chest.  "What's wrong, love?" I hear Harry ask and I mutter a confused 'what?'.  "Your crying? why?" he asks and I touch my cheek.  I didn't even realize I was crying, I'm not sad.  "They're happy tears, I'm just happy that everythings back to normal." I say and smile.  He smiles back.  I go back to my position.  "I love you Harry." I whisper.  "I love you too." he says and kisses my forhead.  Everything is back to normal, everything is how it should be, I wish this could last forever, and I think it will, but I can't help but get this feeling, that something is going to go wrong, and everything will fall apart, why? I have no idea.  It's funny that ever since a certain curly haired boy entered my life, everything flipped upside down, but it's worth it, just so I can see those sparkling emerald eyes everyday.  I Smile thinking about it.  I get up and straddle Harry, with a smirk on my face.  He looks at me with a kind of suspicious and confused face.  "What crazy idea is cooking up in that little head of yours?" he asks.  I just smirk.  I miss him so much, I just cant believe how my life changed in a month, and-I just want to kiss those warm soft lips of his so bad.  I literally just completely changed the topic, attention! my hormones are kicking in.  I'm not kidding though I reeeally want to kiss him.  so why aren't you? I ask myself in a 'duh' tone.  So I grab the collar of his shirt and plant my lips to his, hungrilly.  He doesn't respond at first cause he is surprised.  He soon kisses back.  He brings his lips to my neck.  "Nope, not this time." I say and plant my head into the crook of his neck and leave wet sloppy kisses there.  He moans when I pass a certain spot and realize I found his weak spot.  I smirk.  I go back to the spot and suck.  He moans again.  I soon move my head and see that I have indeed left a love bite.  "What did you do that for? not that I'm complaining." he says.  "So every girl, or guy, knows that you are mine and no one elses, no sharing, even though the saying is sharing is caring, I don't give a fuck about those people so that rule doesnt apply." I say full of pep with a smile.  "wow, someone's jealous." he smirks.  "You wanna challenge me? You know, maybe I'll give a little call to the foodcourt worker at the mall, he was super cute." I say and Harry's grip tightens.  "Where's the number?" he asks.  I take out a peice of paper that I found in my jeans.  "Right here." I wave it around and he snatches it from me and rips it to shreds.  "Awe, is wittle hawwy jeawpous?" I say in a baby voice.  "You know, that paper was blank right?" I ask.  He picks it up.  "oh." he says and I laugh.  He soon joins in, and we just hang out and laugh for the rest of the day.  We were both about to fall asleep, but before I let sleep take over me, I heard this little voice in my head saying 'Enjoy this...while you can...' then I fell asleep with that horrible thought roaming around in my head.

THE END!

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(Did you guys fall for that? I did it to freak you guys out! im so evil)

A/N: Once again I am extremely sorry for not updating but the thing was that I had nothing to update. :( I would just stare at my phone like it should have spoken to me and told me the story.  I finally came out of my writers block, and I got my inspiration for this story again, so I'll keep trying to update, to keep all my ideas writen down so I don't forget.  pls don't hate me!

                    -Alli_234 ;)