Her Fragile Heart

Shit just got complicated

Selena's P.O.V

perrie Edwards

p-p-perrie Edwards

perrie e-edwards

I didn't want to deal with it now, we just continued on with our night.  he took me to a restaurant and then we watched a movie.  he wanted to watch a scary one, I wonder why (note the sacrasm) I roll my eyes, but I wanted a comedy, I convinced him with a kiss. 

*the next day*

I woke up feeling completely wonderful! I dressed in a red crop top with a black tank underneath, black ripped skinny jeans and black highheal boots.  I left my hair down, applied foundation, concealer, mascara, eyeliner and black eyeshadow (Smokey eye again) and red lipstick.  you know those glove things that go up to your elbows and have the fingers cropped off? well I put my black ones on and hoop earrings.  I hear a knock on my door.  "come in." I say and Zayn enters with a smile on his face.  "hey baby." he say and comes up to me hugging me while his breath fans my ear making me shiver.  "you look beautiful." he say and I murmer a thanks.  we walk to the living room, Zayn arm is around my waist.  "hey guys." I say.  "hey selena, hey Zayn." Liam says.  "SELENA!" hmm, I wonder who that could be? oh you got it, it was my little boobear/food buddy/Lou.  "LOUIS!" I yell and walk up to him hugging him.  "may I speak with you selena?" oh God! no! the devils wife! my. Mom.  I groan.  "what do you want Mom?" I ask and I can tell she wants to correct me.  "I still have legal guardianship over you until you reach 18 years of age." she says.  "fuck that! I am not moving back into the hell hole you call my home! there is no fucking way on the fucking planet that I am moving back in!" I yell.  "if you don't come back I will force you." she says.  "I turn 18 in 10 months! I am not coming!" I yell.  "pack your things and come." she says.  I am about to like tackle her before I get pulled back.  by Harry.  "I. am. not. coming." I say.  "come on." she says.  I decide to leave.  "when I come back, if ANYTHING is packed or touched I will press charges for being on my property uninvited, wether you are my mother or not." I say, lighting a smoke, grabbing a beer and walking out.  I walk out of the building and walk down the road.  I have been walking for an hour and where ever I am, it's really creepy.  "hello..." a deep creepy voice says.  I know that voice.  "Justin...what are you doing here? don't have some other slut to fuck with?" I turn around taking a swig of my smoke.  "wow, selena, someones on their period." he says.  "I'm not dickhead, I've changed." I say.  "I'm guessing you and Hectar broke up?" he asks.  "it's Harry, and yes, but I'm dating Zayn now." I say.  "what a slut." he says and practically attacks me.  he pushes me up against the wall of an alley and starts touching me.  I get out of his grip kick his member and start running.  "hey! get back here! did you not hear me? get back here!" I hear while running. he chuckles.  I almost scream when a pair of big arms wrap around my waist and cover my mouth.  "where do you think your going?" he says and starts to kiss my neck and touch my body.  then his phone rings and he shoves me to the ground and answers it.  "hey, yea I got her, ok, mm hmmm, got it." his dark voice said, and it all went black. 

*mature content ahead*

I wake up.  where am I? I look around bur only see black.  "hello, beautiful." Justin said making his way towards me.  he comes unties my legs and drags me to a room.  my mouth is covered so everything I say sounds fucked up.  he handcuffs my hands to the head board of the bed and the same with my feet.  he takes my clothes off while doing the same to himself.  this is not what I want to happen.  he finishes taking his clothes off and I'm in my bra and underwear.  he peels the tape of my mouth.  he gets on top of me kissing my neck, and down my chest to my breasts.  he unclasps my bra and pulls it off along with my underwear.  "this is not all that I wanted from you, I love you, and you will be mine, either willingly or by force." he says and cups the inside of my thighs with his hands spreading them apart.  I am waiting for pain and it finally comes, he shoves himself in me all the way making the whole bed move.  I whimper/yell.  he pulls himself out and does it again with more force this time. he obviously isn't thinking of the pain he's causing me, because otherwize he'd be like 'are you sure? I'll go easy since it's your first time' not the shit he's doing now.  he pulls himself out and goes back into me with more force any man has done to a women.  I know, cause Justin doesn't care about anyone, he only cares about himself and his pleasure his feelings not mine.  he starts to do this random shit moving inside of me and I'm like, what the fuck are you doing?  his hands are planted on my breasts squeezing them hard.  while doing this he is kissing me with lust, greed and want.  no passion, or softness in his actions.  my body is betraying me by kissing him back and rocking my body back against his while moaning.  I have lost control, the lust and want is taking over, I have never done this and because of that my body wants it, it feels like I need this, but I hate what is happening, it's tearing me apart and I will never forgive him.  he says he doesn't just want sex, but thats the truth, he just wants sex, a toy to fool around with whenever he wants, I'm a toy.  once he finishes using me he brings me back to that room with ripped clothes.  later on a group of guys come out, four with bats and three empty handed.  once they get to me they smirk and start hitting me.  the bats hurt alot they keep hitting me over in the head, stomach, everywhere and a tear escapes my eye while I'm screaming.  when they finish, I fall to the floor lying down in a puddle of my own blood. 

Harry's P.O.V

selena was already gone for two hours and I don't know where she is.  I call her phone but she doesn't answer.  I know how to track people through their phones so I got in my car with my boys and followed the tracks.  I end up at an old abandoned building, I walk around and see a pair of big double doors, I walk through them.  in the corner, on the floor in a puddle of blood is selena, my selena.  I take a better look and see that her clothes are ripped, she is black and blue all over, covered in blood, hair all over the place, limp on the ground.  a tear escapes my eyes as all of us run over to her, I wish I never left her, gave her space, never called her a bitch or slut.  my worst nightmare cam true.  selena and I separated, and her getting beat by someone, with no one to protect her.  I was about to touch her to help her when I got pulled away, by Zayn.  he pushed infront of me and tried to wake her up.  I want her back, I need her.

Authors Note: I am extremely sorry!!!! I was so busy! I had school shit/drama!! homework projects and other useless shit like that!!! jk!! its not useless but vert boring!!! I tried to make it longer but I wanted to post an update asap so here it is!!! I will try my best for the next chapter!! we're getting more harlena!!! btw I am like getting alittle writers block!!! so sorry! bye my wonderfull chicks! no? I need a new nickname for my awesome people!!!

                    -Alli_234 ;)