Her Fragile Heart

Survive or Die?

Zayn's P.O.V

I should have broken up with perrie first, I love only one but I'm afraid after the truth comes out I'll be rejected by both.  I hope selena stays alive. 

List: If I stay with selena perrie will hate me, but selena loves Harry, and...she will hate me too.  Selena might die, and perrie will hate me but I only love one./end of list/ "I love...Perrie." I say. 

Harry's P.O.V

YES!!!!! But wait...he's abandoning selena when she could DIE.  BASTARD! "so you decide you don't like her when she's about to DIE?!" I ask.  "I...I wasn't sure...I...I don't know, but I have to leave for awhile, I know it seems stupid, and I need space, make sure she doesn't leave us." he says and walks out.  THAT MOTHERFUCKING BASTARD!!!! "NO!!!!" I yell and grab him by his arm.  "your such a bastard! you-you abandon selena when she could die!!!!!" I yell. he just keeps walking with his head down while people stop and stare, with pity in there eyes as a tear escapes my eye. yes...Im crying...but because of selena, if she dies I don't know what I'd do.

The ambulence comes and takes her away.

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We are in the waiting room, waiting for results.  The doctor comes.  "Mz. Gomez, is not dead, but, I'm sorry to announce that, she's in a coma...we can't tell for how long, but she's strong enough to stay alive, but to weak to overcome her coma." suddenly my world stops.  Selena, is in a coma, it could be weeks, or months, years, or forever.  

*A month later*

I've stayed here the entire month, not eaten, barely slept, and haven't showered more than twice a week.  I know that's disqusting but I cant leave her.  I've realized I love her, and I never want to leave her side ever again.  We will survive, live and die together.

Selena's P.OV (she's not dead...yea!)

I could hear all that's going on,

Zayn doesn't love me, he doesn't care. I can't move, and I heard the doctor, I'm in a coma? so it's true from the movies and books, you can hear what's going on but can't move. If only I'd cut alittle deeper, I would be dead right now.  "She can't be in a coma! she can't be! I can't take this I've been here for a bloody month!" Harry yells, I hear him sobbing. oh how much I want to just go and comfort him.  He intertwines our hand and I try desperately to move.  "Selena, if you can hear me...p-please...j-just squeeze m-my hand." he whispers and sobs.  I try desperately and manage a twitch of my fingers.  "what was that? did her fingers move? Selena...baby...please...squeeze my hand again." he says and I manage a light squeeze.  "yes! that's it! Selena if you can manage more, we could get you out of this coma, just try again...Eleanor....come hold her hand, you know what to do from there." he told Eleanor.  "ok, Selena...please try to squeeze my hand, your one of my best friends, you can't slip away, not now, not ever, please, do it for me, Demi, harry, nialler, zayny, Loubear, little lili, Danielle, perr-please." she is about to say perrie but covers it with please.  I still try, and I manage a full on squeeze then feel myself start to slip back to reality, I start to wiggle my toes and fingers.  "guys, she's moving!" Harry yells.  I open my eyes and look around.  I see Harry and the rest of the bunch looking at me wide-eyed.  "guys?" I say.  "Selena!" Harry yells and comes to hug me.  I do an awkward side hug.  "I missed you so much selena!" Harry says.  "Selena, I love you, I don't like you I love you.  I was so worried, I thought I'd never see your beautiful brown eyes or see your wonderful smile ever again." Harry whisperd to me. I smiled.  "I heard everything, all the talking, I wanted to move so bad, tell you I was alright,  I missed you all so much, you should eat you look like a ghost Harry, you didn't have to go through so much trouble." I say.  The doctor walks in.  "Oh! your awake! Great! well we just need to run some tests and if everything goes well, you will be free to go, but, we need u

you to go to therapy every Friday at this address at 5 o'clock, you will go until your therapist says you have progressed, only then you may stop going." the doctor says handing me a slip of paper with the address.  I groan.  "I'm not suicidal anymore, I realize that I can't die, because I need to spend the rest of my life with Harry." I say and smile at him.  "Fine, go to three sessions, so three Fridays, at 5 pm, okay? it's for assurance." he says and I smile and nod.  "Selena, don't you ever leave me, ever again, we will live together, and die together.  Promise me, promise me we live and die together." he says with his forhead pressed against mine while we hold hands and I nod.  "Harry?" I say.  "Yes, love?" he responds.  "I love you." I whisper, we both lean in and attach our lips to form a sweet passionate kiss.  Then I taste salty water and realize Harry is crying.  I bring my hands to his cheeks and whip the tears away.  "Never leave me." I nod.  "I wont leave you ever." I assure.  "Selena?" I freeze.  "Perrie." I say.  I look up to the familiar blonde.  "I'm sorry." I say.  "It's okay, as soon as I realized you were in a coma, and woke up? I came asap." she says.  "Perrie I'm really sorry, I'm so so so so sorry." I say.  she shakes her head.  "Forget about that, it's fine." she assures.  I hug everyone.  "Where...where is Zayn?" I ask.  "Right here."

A/N: Omg I am so sorry ppl! I kinda lost faith in my story! but I got it back! I would've updated sooner, but I had nothing to write, I had huge writers block! I'm so sorry! I'll update asap! I promise, as soon as I can! anyway, bye ppl!

                   -Alli234 ;)