Blood and Love

Chapter Three

Max kept on avoiding me for the past few weeks. I have tried so many times to reach out to her but she will just walk away. I want to understand her but its getting really frustrating. Its starting to piss me off not knowing what's the real reason behind. I know we just became friends for just a couple of months but that friendship was true. I can't take this anymore.

"What is you're problem really?!"I said angrily after grabbing her arm.

I saw her heading to the library so i followed her. I won't let her walk away without telling me the truth.
She tried to avoid me but i grabbed her arm again.

"Don't you dare walk away without telling me the truth!"I held her arm tighter.

"What do you want Sierra?!"She shouted.

"I want the truth! You can't just avoid me forever! Tell me what is your problem! If you're mad at me then tell me goddamn it!"I said almost crying.

"You wanna know the truth?! Fine! I'm a lesbian! I'm a dirty, disgusting lesbian! And you know what's worst? I like you! I fuckin' liked you ever since!"

And the revelation hit me. So hard my jaw just drop open. I tried to speak but words just got scrambled on my tongue. I can't utter a word. I never knew Max would be a lesbian. I should have seen it. Male pants, martial arts, motor bikes. I should have known!

"Now you can't talk?! Speak!"Max punched the wall beside us that made me flinche.

She looks so hurt not with the punch she made but with the reaction she sees in my face. Mixture of emotions run through my whole existence. Disgust, pain, betrayal, confusion but most all lost. She's my friend and i treasure her. I treasure all of 'em.

"Now that you know you can leave me alone."

Then she left speechless and confused. I don't feel going to our next subject so i decided to just go to the school garden to think. I needed some space to breath. It felt like i carry the weight of the whole world on my shoulder. There's a battle goin' on my mind. Battle between i can't loose her as a friend and i can't be near her again knowing that she's a lesbian. I'm on deep thought when i hit face first on something hard. At first i thought it was a tree. It was so hard to be a human except...

"Are you alright?" A hand lay on my shoulder.

It was velvety, husky and... sexy.

"Hey little missy, you alright?"

I looked up slowly after swallowing hard. Uneasiness quickly build between my thigh. Leaving goosebumps at the back of my head. I was expecting to see a delicious hunk but what i saw starled me.

"Oh.. Yeah-yeah.. I'm fine."I quickly stood up.

She was one of the new kids. The lesbian one... A delicious lesbian to be exact...

I swallowed hard again but this time with an unknown feeling. Something inside of me starts to grow slowly. Something unknown and unfamiliar. I'm trying to push away the invader inside me but its like a hook that is slowly digging deeper into me. My hands are getting pale because i was grabbing the edge of my shirt too tight that i don't even notice it. My thoughts are swirling around my mind and in my whole existence.

"You look pale missy, you sure you're alright? I can take you to the clinic."She tried to hold me again.

"No! I uh.. I'm fine really. I need to go."

I almost run just to get out of the garden. Tripping my self a few times with some tree roots stickig a little highier than it was meant to be. What the fuck is happening to me?