Business as Usual~c.h.w

10. Loaded.

"Oh, look they're here." Hyungwon casually points out at the two cars pulling up.

Once they get out, I see Apollo and Wonho immediately pause when they exit their cars.  Judging from the looks on their faces they're just as shocked as I expected them to be. Except Wonho looks strangely concerned.

Five minutes later they finally made their way onto the roof.

"I'm fine, Hoseok." Apollo strongly states. Yet, it wasn't strong at all. It was weaker than usual like she's trying to convince urself rather than him.

"Oh really, are you know? What about Jiho?" He pushed on and I see Apollo freeze. A strange mix of sadness and fear flickers so quick I'm questioning of I even actually saw it.

Sitting up from where I was laying beside Hyungwon, he does the same.

Wonho is right. She looks strange.

I hurriedly stand up and lightly grab  her wrist. I drag her back down to the third floor of my house and we end up in the sun room. A room I never use. This room has a glass ceiling and lots of Windows.

"Okay, what's wrong?" I cut to the chase so quickly I shock myself. .

She just looks at me with the same mask she's been wearing for last few days. She used to not shut me out as much.

"Nothing. I'm f-" she starts with same response as usual.

"Bullshit. Tell me what's wrong." I try harder.

"Nothing. I told you I'm fi-" She says again.

"No the fuck you're not! Damn it, Apollo, let me in! Please!" I say while dragging my hands through my hair. I was frustrated before but now I'm so sick of this.

I'm so fucking sick of people around me feeling like they can't tell me anything.

"Kana. I'm fine." She says but her voice cracks. The tears building in her eyes betray her completely.

"No, you're not.. Tell me." I say as I can feel my face heating up and heart breaking.

She looks so sad and broken. I can't beailve I let this happen to her. She shouldn't be like this. I'm so sorry Apollo. I can feel the tears starting flow from my eyes.

"Jiho, h-he. Kana, I'm so sor-ry.. I-Ive gotta go." Apollo crys while trying to leave.

Grabbing her arm and pulling her into a hug, I'm trying to be here for her like I should've been before.

"He hit me, basically ra-apes me-" she sobs out as I tighten my arms around her and her legs give out.

Just giving up along side her, we just sit in the floor.

The amount of anger and sadness surging through me right now is not okay. This entire situation is not okay. Who the fuck is does Jiho think he is? What the hell are my aunt and uncle doing? Why in the hell hadn't Apollo told me?

"I'm so sorry, Apollo.." I sniff trying to keep it together for her.

Which isn't helping because I'm breaking with her.

I wasn't there for her when she needed me. That's all I tried to so and I fucking failed.

Jiho has some shit to pay for.