being too tired constantly even though i sleep a lot.
Being purposely called by my birth name and pronouns.
being too sad to find happiness in anything.
lying to my parents and therapist and friends.
feeling so disgusted with myself that i don't think i'll even make it up to 30.
wanting to cry every day just because someone is talking.
having my therapy sessions canceled because we can't afford for me to get better.
having to lie about my entire life.
feeling so drained that i can't eat or sleep.
feeling so trapped. so fucking trapped.
being told by my therapist that i have adhd, clinical depression and anxiety.
getting more and more labels.
i'm just a label. just a bunch of mental illnesses.
being told to grow my hair out.
not having a flat chest.
i'm so trapped and i want to escape.
i want to fucking escape so bad.
