I'm tired of literally nothing ever working out.
People constantly leave me and i'm so fucking tired of it.
If you are going to hurt me, don't let yourself fucking get close to me.
If you actually loved me, you wouldn't have let this happen. You wouldn't have let me be close to you.
Most of all, you wouldn't fucking hurt me.
Why is everyone in this world so fucking full of themselves.
It's like you can't stop and think about the people you're hurting.
Be a fucking human being and admit that you don't love me.
You do not fucking love me so stop saying it.
If you loved me, you wouldn't have ruined me.
You a ruined a human being, how does that feel?
I hope it feels like absolute shit because that's what you deserve.
I hope no one ever talks to you again and I hope that everyone you love leaves you.
How is one person so capable of making another person feel like absolute garbage.
The worst part is that I was starting to get better.
I was going to therapy and I was on the road to recovery.
You ruined all of that by worsening my trust issues and making me feel fucking worthless and disgusting about myself.
I was so fucking happy.
On the day I invited a bunch of people over to say goodbye, I was so happy to be around you and to be able to see you one last time before I left.
I did not know that it would be the last time I ever see you again.
You fucking held my hand and said you wanted to kiss me, while at the same time you were dating someone else.
That's what disgusts me.
This whole time, you brought me nothing and I gave you everything.
I invited you places, my mom fucking drove you home all the time and you did nothing but fucking hurt me.
You took me for granted and I'm so fucking tired of people like you thinking they can just walk into my life and take everything from me.
People like you don't deserve people like me. I don't know how I didn't realize this but I'm a fucking caring, beautiful person who will give you the world for you to give me fucking nothing.
