I'm tired of having so many mental illnesses. I want to be normal and happy and healthy and able to focus on everything. ADD stops be from doing school work, depression stops me from doing everything including eating, sleeping, doing school work, general living and everything. Anxiety stops me from going out and making plans and being myself in public. BPD stops me from having strong relationships and talking to people. If we add all of these things together, I am not a functioning human being. I want to function. All I have is my ability to think. It's not enough to live life. If I continue living this way, I'll lose everything.