nothing is real anymore.
I am numb and this is not poetry.
This is a cry for help but i'm on a deserted island yelling to no one.
I don't like the fact that I want to disappear.
I'm so tired. I'm so so so tired of everything and everyone and living as a whole.
I can't do anything anymore.
This is a waste of a life that once was happy.
I'm sorry to my past self.
For disappointing you.
I'm don't know what emotion is anymore because it feels like an absolute constant.
I go out and occupy myself to forget my crippling loneliness, only to reveal that I'm even more lonely than I thought.
Everyone I love has someone else.
I will never. ever. be number one to anyone.
I'm so numb and i want to feel something.
I want this to end.
