it's so weird to think that I could've avoided so many factors in my life.
If I hadn't met certain people, I could have been different.
If I hadn't been emotionally abused, I wouldn't have trust issues.
If I hadn't come out to certain people, everything would be simpler.
If I didn't love certain people, losing them wouldn't have been as hard.
If I hadn't screwed up everything, I could've been happy.
I want to start over.
I want to leave everyone behind because I don't like life and I need to change it.
