I don't think I want to be here much longer.
I don't think I want to be hurt anymore and I don't think I even want to be happy anymore.
I think I'm not very smart, emotionally.
I start pouring all of my thoughts onto paper one night and the next morning, it never happened.
It's like nothing is ever happening.
I dont like it when nothing is happening.
It's like one minute I love someone and the next minute, I'm trying not to scream about how much I hate them.
So many moments pass so fast.
One moment, I'm holding your hand and the next, I'm asking myself why I wasn't enough.
One minute, I'm on top of the world and the next, I had never existed.
Why am I so dumb
