Dear no one,
You're probably worried about me because I'm not good at responding to texts right now. Trust me, I'm trying my best to answer. I want to give you my life but my life isn't much. I can't function very well all the time. I'm sorry you have to put up with me. I don't mean to be this way. But I would like it a lot if you would bare with me? Please don't blame yourself for my destructiveness. Everything I do is up to me. I'm sorry I'm bad at words and getting close to people. I guess I wasn't ready for someone to give me the attention you give to me. I guess I'm used to people leaving me. I swear it's all my fault and you can beat me up for it but I'm sorry we don't work out all the time. I'm sorry we fall apart and I can't always give you the love you deserve and it hurts me when you hurt yourself and I'm sorry. I'm sorry I can't take all of your pain away but if you'd let me, i want to try? I know I'm not what you need and I'm aware that you don't think about me all the time. I'd love it if you'd open up to me a bit? You don't have to, but I worry.
Dear no one, I love you?
