Falling For My Fear

Fallin for My Fear (6)

When the motorbike finally stopped, I still didn't let go from the death grip I had around his waist. To be honest I didn't really want too.

"It wasn't that bad" He said whiling patting my hand that was around his stomach. I pulled my arms away slowly.

"I know" I said with a blush, while getting off. I looked around to find that we were on this hill, and we could see the town it looked beautiful at night like that.

"Wow" I said quietly just to myself. I looked over to Jace to see he was just staring at me.

It was making me uncomfortable so I asked him

"Why did you want to go walk?" I asked, it wasn't really a walk but..

" Do you want to leave?" He asked, completely ignoring my question, and walking to daggle his legs over the edge, I took a seat next to him but with a little space between us.

I sighed,

"No not really." I asked honestly.

"Not really?" He asked, looking at me.

"Well..." I said I didn't know whether to tell him... I mean I hardly know him.

"Sam?" He asked. I was looking at the floor, playing with a tiny bit off grass between us. He touched my hand gently. "Sam?"

I looked up and met his gaze. A girl can get used to those eyes. I pulled my gaze away.

"I know I should leave. But.. I don't want to. Im tired of running. Of being afraid that if I get close to someone they're gonna get hurt. I just don't want to live in fear anymore" I said all in one go.

I could feel him staring at me, we sat in silence for a little while.

"You have to live in fear. Or stay on the run. We'll stop him Sam." He said. I shook my head.

"No you wont. You can't he's never gonna stop. You cant stop him. So many people have tried. And failed." I said my voice breaking thinking of Detective Scott Miles. We met him on the run from Jason. Scott was so set on stopping him he was so sure that he was going to finish it once and for all. But he didn't. Jason beat him. Evan was the strong one after that, he didn't cry. Never.

Unlike me who still has nightmares about it.

"Sam we can. We beat bigger and more evil." He said I stood up.

"No you can't Jace; people get hurt when they get involved. And it doesn't stop him. He doesn't care how many people get hurt because of him. He wants me and... sometimes I think I should give myself to him." I whisper the last part.

"Sam that wouldn't be better." He said. I shook my head.

"Yes it would Jace, people would stop getting hurt. INNOCENT PEOPLE, and he'd leave Evan and everyone else alone." He gets up now.

"No it wouldn't do you think that Evan, or Mercy or even Nate for that matter will let you go to him Without trying to stop him" He said to me.

"You can't try! One of you will get hurt! Or even Killed. I won't let that happen. I won't too many people have got hurt because of me. It has too END!!" I end up shouting not at him, just shouting.

"And you think giving it going to end because you give your self over! Really?! Sam what do you think he's going to do you?" He nearly shouts at me.

"I've been there done that baby girl and it's not the best plan. OK? Give us a chance to stop him. You don't even know us, how do you what we're capable off?" He said whiling getting closer to me, I hadn't realized the tears that had fell.

"That's my point Jace! Why do you want to help? You don't even know me." I whispered.

He was now standing in front of me and wiped the tears away with his thumb.

"Actually baby girl I think you'd find that I know you better than you thought." He said, and pulled me into his arms. I didn't understand why I let him hug me.

I laid my head on his chest and listen to his heart beat it was very soothing. His arms were around my waist my around his torso. I felt his lips brush my head. After awhile of silence and hugging, he said into my hair

"We better get back." He said. I nodded and pulled away. I wouldn't look him in the eyes.

We left in silence.

***

When we arrived back. Still no one said anything.

I was about to walk straight in when he grabbed my hand.

"Why do you do that?" He asked. I turned around but didn't look at his face.

"Do what?" I asked. He sighed and let go of my wrist.

"Pull away." He answered me.

I didn't answer honestly because I didn't have one. Not right now.

"Thanks for... umm that" I said. Not knowing what you call it. I didn't wait for a reply I walked away indoors.

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EMMA POV:

"Would you mind if I go?" I asked Nate, pointing my head to Mr. stubborn and stupid. He smiles slightly and nods. While Mercy said "Nope" popping the 'p'.

"Thanks." Smiling at Sammy and Jace then left.

I went up to his room to find him staring at the ceiling.

KNOCK KNOCK

On the open door. He lifted his head up and sighed.

"What do you want?" He said. Shivers went up and down my spine by the sound of his voice. God!

"To talk to you," I said, whiling walking into the room. Taking a seat on the chest a drawers opposite his bed, He sat up slightly.

"What about?" He asked in the gruff voice.

" About that announcement" I said. He sighed.

"You shouldn't have done that." I said,

"Oh really and whys that?" He said sitting up completely to face me. I could feel those big brown eyes staring at me. Waiting.

" Because Sammy likes it here." I said.

"Well Sam has liked places before" He said.

"That may be so but she likes it here and it will be good for to stay here." I said, not mentioning the fact that Jace is falling for her.

"Oh and whys that ?" He asked eyeing me like I knew a secret. Which I do.

"Because" I said, and got up and was ready to leave the room.

"I cant stay here, I wont let him get her." He said to me. I stopped at the door.

I sighed and turned.

"You have a pack full of werewolves Evan. We'll protect her." I said, some of us would lay our lives down for her. Including me. For some reason I really like her. She's different from the other girls at school, My friends.

"I don't trust that easily." He said. I laughed.

"We not saying trust us dude, we're staying don't disrespect us. We can help you, and you know it. And any way you trust Mercy, or you wouldn't have come here." I said to him. He got up quickly before and had me against the wall.

"Emma you do not understand what Jason can do. He may be one wolf to you. But to everyone who has met him he is so much worse." He said into my face. My heart was beating incredibly fast. I could fell every breath on my face.

"Evan we can help" I whispered. He just stared at me then did something I least expected he kissed me ever so lightly on my forehead.

"Thank you for looking after her today at school." He said, and let me go. I walked out slowly. He kissed me on the forehead. He kissed me,

I'm in trouble.