Falling For My Fear

Falling For My Fear (4)

Sorry, decided to skip the school day.

Nothing happened at school. Anyway and if it did it will be mentioned in this chapter:

(On the way back from school)

"So did you meet anyone interesting?" She asked, we had most lessons together but some we don't.

"Nope not really" I said, it was the truth I didn't really make friends easy. Because I don't trust easy now, but you can understand that.

"Not one person?" She asked. I thought about it.

"There was this one girl she seemed alright..." I said, she was quiet but she helped me get caught up.

"What's her name?" Emma asked whiling pulling into the driveway. It's not a long drive to and from school, about 10 mins- 15 mins tops.

"Angie." I said. Not knowing her last name, which made me feel guilty.

"Oh Angie Mitchells. She really nice, but quiet." She said, in a sad tone.

"What happened?" Getting the feeling that she knew.

"Last summer her brother died of cancer." She said. "Dawson, he was so nice but was a jock. Which is rare you know. It threw everyone in a loop when we found. Everyone liked Dawson, It was hard not to. He was so protective of Angie, they're were twins." She said. Oh.

"They still are." I said,

"Still are what?" she said, whiling getting out of the car.

"Twins, you said were. They still are twins, just because one is dead doesn't mean that they're not related." I said, I know it sounds silly, but just because someone id dead doesn't not mean that they are completely gone from peoples hearts, and mind. There are still related just not alive.

She looked at me, whiling we were walking up to the front door.

The opened before we could and it was Evan.

"We need to talk." He said to me. I nodded.

He let us past then dragged me upstairs.

He let me in his room then slammed the door shut. He started to pace, whiling I took a seat on the bed.

"I didn't hear you last night" He said out of the blue.

"Right" I said, not wanting to talk about this because of Jace.

"Did you have a night mare?" HE asked me.

"Yes, I always do." I said. Changing the subject I said "This isn't why you want to talk, Evan. What's up?"

He sighed at lent against the chest a draws.

"I want to leave." He said. Oh god not this again.

"Why?" I said, I didn't want to leave. I'm making friends. Ok a friend with Emma, but still...

"It's not safe. You and I both know that he'll come, Sam." He said. It was true he will come but even so.

"We can't leave" I said.

"Why not?" He asked. I sighed.

"What about Mercy and Nathan? They're helping us Evan, we cant just run." I said.

"We can talk to them They'll understand they might not like but.." He begun.

"No! Evan ok? We're not leaving. I know you're trying to protect me, and them. But I'm tired ok! I'm tired of running, tired of being scared. Ok I'm tired and I don't want to leave Evan. We can finally have a home. Don't you miss that Evan?" I said, he sighed and took a seat next to me, and wrapped his arm around my shoulder.