Falling For My Fear

Falling for My fear (8)

Last night was good, no nightmares thank god! I don't think i could deal with that right now.

Evan is mad at me, for having jace in my room, Even though it's my room. I mean... I get why he's worried, with Jason and all that but I don't think Jace would hurt me. No idea how I know that but I'm sure he wouldn't.

We're already at school, Emma was in a different class to me so I had no one to talk to which is fine with me, mean's i don't have to listen to the teacher as Emma seems to think I do. I have more important things to worry about then school.

Jason,

Evan

Nathan...

And my biggest problem: Jace.

God! Boys why do they have to be so annoying and so much trouble!

"Miss porter?" A voice said.

"Miss Porter?" Someone said in a annoyed voice, I looked up to find the teacher in front of me with an annoyed expression on.

"Yes?" I said politely don't want to annoy her any more then I have

"I've been calling your name for the last couple of minutes" She said then sighed "You have a phone call in the office" She said an walked off, then the bell went... creepy timing.

As everyone was heading to wherever they go at break, I headed to the office. When i got there a woman about in her 50's was sitting there

"Yes?" She said to me a polite voice

"I have a phone call?" I asked her, she nodded and smiled whiling pointing to the phone at the end of the desk.

I picked up the phone

"Ello' darling'" Said a voice, my insides went cold.

I didnt say anything.

"I know you there darling I can hear you breathing" He said, damn!

"Jason?" I asked in the phone, I needed to be sure

"Its me. I'm glad you remember me, and not forgotten me just because you have a new bed partner" He said with anger in his voice....

"What?" I asked totally confused.

"The new dog, you share the bed with.." He said with anger, what was he talking about?

No! No! No! No! He cant be.

"Jason where are you?" I asked him, sacred of the anger.

He laughed into the phone "Missed me darling well I missed you, all that cutting I've missed out on" He said a shiver of terror went down my back.

I whimper came out... all the memories came back.

"Yeah darling, remember it, that last time... O I remember like it was yesterday" He said with lust in his voice. "Until you're brother came in" He said with hatred.

"Sammy?" A voice came from behind.. Emma!

"Ah, Emma. I'll kill her, just like Ill kill Evan and that new dog of yours." He whispered into the phone

Emma was standing next to me and her eyes popped open.

"She a dog too?" He asked... silence came from me

"Must be, I'm gonna love killing her, cut by cut.. and she'll heal too a new play thing. Good I miss thoughs, these girls are nothing compared to you" Whimper came from Emma, and he laughed.

"Girls?" I asked

"Yeah darling didnt except me to stop my fun did you?" Oh my god. He hasn't stopped. Dear god! All those girls...

I heard a voice in the background "please let me go"

"Jason! Let her go!" I couldn't help it,

"Only if you come back" He said.

Silence.

I saw Emma shake her head then get her phone out, no idea who she rang.

I didnt care.

"So how bout it?" He asked me.

"Jason..." I whispered into the phone, tears came, I loved this guy. I loved him. Why did he have to be like this?!

"Why?" I whispered to him.

Silence on his end.

"You know why. My father, my mother. Everyone" He whispered... I remembered the convosations with him,

"You don't have to be like this" I whispered.

He laughed but it was fake, forced.

"But I do," He said.

"You come to me, and Ill let them go. I will stop." He said and hung up.

I ran then, I couldn't stay.

I ran to the field and there standing there was Jace.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him.

"Emma told me" He said. Then he stepped in front of me

"You're not going" He said.

"Why not? Its my fault they're there, I mean fair is fair." I said to him.

I needed to go.

I had too.

"No" He said.

"Jace! I have too" I said, tears spilling.

"He'll kill you, Evan, Emma! I won't let that happen I can't" I said to him.

He grabbed my hand and pulled me to his chest. I buried my face into his chest and cried.

"I have to save them; no one knows how many girls he's had. I have too!" I said to his chest. He was stroking my hair; it must have looked weird to passer bys. But I didnt care.

"We'll stop him, Sam. We will, but you need to trust us "He said as I pulled away, he wiped my tears away, then caressed my face his thumb over my lips.

"Ok baby girl, trust us... you want a life without fear? Without having to run every time?" He asked me I nodded I did, I really did.

"Trust us, or at least me" He said, I looked him in the eyes. I saw something in his eyes... Love?

I nodded to him, he dropped his hand from my mouth and looked away.

"Ok you need to tell us all about him"

"Right" I said and we headed home, even though school was still on.

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"Emma?" Evan said to me, I was standing by the kitchen sink...

"Yeah?" I asked him, not turning around.

"Are you ok?" He asked.

"Why do you care? You want to leave anyway... so it doesn't matter" I said, I didnt know why I said that.

"Are you ok" He said again.

"No I'm not" I whispered to him, he took my arm gently and turned me round...

"I know what he said" Evan spoke, sliding his hand down to grab my hand "I won't let him hurt you" Evan said.

"Aren't you leaving?" I whispered to him, he smiled slightly

"No not just yet, we're going to stop him once and for all" Evan said.