Falling For My Fear

Falling for my Fear 10

He growled, he pulled back so he could look me in the eyes...

He pulled away. He let go off me.

And howled

I stayed quiet. He looked at me and asked me

"Are you afraid of me?"

It was unexpected that I took too long to answer the question he sighed and walked out the room.

I just stood there.

...

"I can't believe you told Jace to stay away from Sam!" I said to Evan as he was walking up stairs.

He ignored me.

"Evan! Do you not get how stupid that is!"Still didnt say anything.

" I mean you're here to protect her... you said that yourself. I mean you want this to end... with Jason. You have to let her move on as well" That got to him. He turned and lent in, causing me to have my back up against the wall.

"I do want this to end. But you're all the same." He said to me. "Jason hurt Sam, and she barely survived what do you think going to happen if Jace hurts her?" He asked me, and I heard it but I was still stuck on 'you're all the same'

"We're all the same?" I whispered to him. He sighed and pulled away and walked off into his bedroom.

That just pissed me off.

"No!" I said walking off after him.

He turned when I entered and was about to say something.

"Look here Mister you can be an over protective bastard to Sam. You can try and I say do mean try to make sure Jace and her stay away from each other. You can be a rude dick to me Fine!" I said jabbing my finger into his chest at that point. "But don't you dare! Dare compare this pack, my family to that sick son of a bitch. Ever! We are nothing like him. Nothing at all" I shouted at him.

"And don't you ever think that!" I said i was about to storm out when he caught my wrist. I looked at him and said "what?"

"I'm sorry" He whispered. "I'm sorry that I said that I don't mean it. None of you are anything like Jason. Especially you" His voice cracked

"Evan?" I said worried now.

"I'm so sorry" He whispered.

I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him to me. He wrapped his arms around me as well. After a while of just standing there holding each other, he picked me up and laid us both down on the bed. Still holding each other, my head was on his chest hearing his heartbeat he was stroking my hair.

I sat up just enough so I could see his face.

He stared back at me when I slowly bent forward so our lips touched for a miller second. He just sat still.

I was so embarrassed,

"I'm so sorry" I said, blushing. I couldn't believe it I kissed him when he didnt want me too.

I sat up completely and was about to leave when he kissed the back of neck.

I froze, he kissed my neck again.

I looked over my shoulder. He wrapped his arms around my waist. Then he brushed his lips over mine. He pulled back and looked me in the eye and did it again but with this kiss he ran his tongue along the bottom of my lip. I opened up for him.

...

I was in bed thinking about Jace. I needed to tell him that I wasn't afraid, not of him. I got out of bed, and hope he was awake.

I really didnt care if Evan found me. I needed to talk to him.

I tip-toed into his room. I knocked lightly. But i knew he could hear.

"Jace?" I said opening the door slowly.

He sat up as I came into the room. "Sam? What are you doing here?" He asked me.

"I'm not afraid of you" I said and walked over to take a seat on the bed.

I leaned forward and kissed him on the lips.

He sighed and kissed me back, when we pulled away.

"You believe me?" I asked him

He smiled "You wouldn't have kissed me if you didnt," He said, he pulled me down into his bed and snuggled me into him