Falling For My Fear

Falling for my Fear 15

Jace told me we were going to his apartment that he has had since he was 14. When I asked him why he slept at the pack house he told me it was because it was closer and so much easier; we didnt talk apart from that until we got to his place- It was nice. It had a kitchen near the front it had a counter so you see into the front room. The front room was in the middle. Two couches and a big tv. There were two corridoors of the living room. He pointed to the left one.

The room was big with a balcony view, a double bed.

"This is nice" I said to him, he smiled as he turned the light on.

"You're nervous" he said to me as he took a seat on the bed.

I shook my head "No im not" he smiled then patted bed.

"Sit next to me then" he said I looked at the space. It was stupid of me to say yes to spend the night.

"I think I should go home." I said to him, he sighed and walked over to me. I couldnt help but moved back. Every step he took forward I took one back. I couldnt move any further away because I was trapped against the wall. He crowded me with his arms beside my head.

"Why are you afraid of me?" he whispered as he bent his head to my level.

I shook my head "Im not afraid of you" I said, and I wasnt.

"Then what are you afraid off?" he asked me in a whisper. I swallowed as my eyes stared at his lips. I licked my lips and saw him follow the action.

"Im afraid of Jason. Of him coming to hurt you and the ones I care about" I whispered "Im scared that I'll have to leave to protect you lot." He was watching me.

"But the thing Im scared of the most is the way you make me feel" I whispered even more quiet.

"How do I make you feel?" he asked me, I shook my head.

"Jace" I whispered, he sighed.

"Sammy baby how do I make you feel?"

"Like I'm everything to you- that Im special. That I dont need to be afraid of anything because you'll protect me." I said to him pouring my heart out. "You make me feel loved" I whispered.

He bent to my ear "You are loved, you are everything. You are special."

I shook my head. "I should go home." I said putting my hand on his chest to push but he pushed against my hand so my back was further pushed into my wall.

He bent and kissed me. I didnt kiss back for the first second- until he nipped my lip. I opened with a sigh and kissed him back. He moaned and wrapped his arms around my waist. I wrapped my hands in his hair, kissing him back. I couldnt help it. His hands travelled down to the back of my thighs he grabbed them and pulled them around his waist. I pulled away from his lips to breath, but his lips didnt stop. They went down my neck.

"Jace "

He pulled back. "Sorry" I shook my head.

"I didnt come here to have sex. I should leave" I whispered he shook his head.

"Im sorry. I want to hold you tonight" He said as he carried me to the bed. I sighed.

He laid me down on the bed gently and wrapped his arms around from behind me buring his face in my neck.

"Why dont you believe I love you?" he asked me.

"Its not that Jace." I whispered looking out of the window. He was waiting for me to tell him what it was. "Its just that love always ends up as a bad thing with me"

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JASON;

I was watching her. How dare she let that bastard touch her. Hold her. She is mine. And mine only- I warned her. I will kill him. That mongrol has no right to touch what is mine.

I love her, and even with all those beautiful scars I left on her she doesnt seem to understand that I would kill anyone to have her in my arms. The only reason I hadnt killed that nusience of a brother Evan was because the chase was so much fun and if he dead like he should be than there would be no chase and what fun would that be?

I will have what is rightfully mine. Those beautiful scars on her is my mark- to warn other guys away like that Jace she seems to believe she loves. Maybe she does but hey. I will have her again.

She belongs with me.

As I belong with her.

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short i know; just its better than nothing. Im not sure how Im going to get Jason back in and for the final climax of the story,

Enjoy; and there was alittle bit into the mind of Jason tell me what you think of him :)

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