Falling For My Fear

Falling for my Fear 11

*dream*

I was standing flicking through the books at 'CH.Clusters' and was looking at Nailini Singh Visions of Heat. It sounded interesting...

"Hey" Said a voice from behind me. I looked to see a blonde guy, cute not that much taller than me.

"Can I just...?" He said, I blushed and moved out so he could get a book down,

"Thanks" He said, with a smile. I nodded and turned back round

"So you Nalini Singh any good?" He asked me, I looked back... why hadn't he left yet?

"Uhh yeah, I've read some of hers and thought I'd give it a go." I said to him, he nodded

"I'm Jason" Holding out his hand, I smiled and shook it

"Sam" He smiled.

"Do you wanna get a coffee?" Nodding his head to the front of the shop

"Uh... I don't know... I don't know you and..." I said, he nodded and smiled.

"I understand but I promise I won't bite" I laughed... how young and innocent i was back then.

If only I knew.

...

"Thank you for a lovely evening" I said blushing and looking at my feet. It really was lovely, dinner then a walk along the beach. I've known him 3 weeks now... and they have been amazing.

"You're welcome," He said with a smile, "So Friday?" He asked

I nodded we're planning to see a movie together.

He grinned "Good" and lent forward and brushed his lips over my cheek. I blushed again.

He laughed as he does every time I blush.

"You're so beautiful when you blush" He said, which caused me to blush and look at the ground again. He lifted my face and lightly kissed my lips. He pulled away slightly just so he could whisper

"You're the one" and kissed me again.

...

It's been three weeks. Jason and I are running smoothly. I love being with him so much, he and Evan get along which is good as Evan thinks no one is good enough for me. But that's brothers for you.

"Where you off too?" Jason asked me whiling twirling my hair around his finger.

I smiled "Thinking" he nodded and smiled

"You think to much" and bent to kiss me lightly.

"Maybe..." I mumbled into his lips, the kiss got more. Just more.

He licked my bottom lip asking for entrance which I didnt want to give, he growled which caused butterfly's to rise in my stomach. He bit my lip which made me moan, he slipped his tongue in then. We wrestled with our tongues as he laid me back on the floor, him above me. He broke the kiss so he could travel his lips down my neck. I tangled my fingers in his hair. He licked my pulse which made me moan. We were at his and no body but us where there.

I ran my fingers up his chest and slowly started to unbutton his shirt. Once they were all undone, I ran fingers up his shoulders so I could push his shirt off without breaking his kissing on my neck.

He ran his fingers up my belly and under my shirt. He pulled away and looked at me as for permission I nodded he slowly lifted me so he could pull me top of. He kissed me ever so tenderly, then looked down to see my black lacy bra. He groaned.

"Darlin you have no idea what you do to me" and kissed me again more urgently.

He slowly trailed down, kissing every piece of skin he could get, until he reached my jeans. He looked up and lifted his hands slowly to the button. I nodded, he grinned and off they came.