Northern Werewolf Academy [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter 18 | Self Confession

You all are probably bored of me saying this but.. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 500+ READS!! It may not be much for some people, but it sure means alot to me! So (again) thank you! We're halfway to 1k now!! :D

It was lunch!! Finally..
I looked around for Chance, but I couldn't find him in the cafeteria. I decided to look outside, he was sitting on a bench in the field.

"Hi!" I said, he looked up and smiled.
I came over and sat, "So.. why are you out here?" I asked.

"I've been having family problems. Mostly with my brother." He told me.

"Oh.. I'm an only child, so I can't help you with that." I said awkwardly.

He chuckled, "I know, brothers are so annoying. You're lucky to be an only child."

"What? No! It's so lonely at home, mom usually works late and I have noone to talk to." I explained.

"Maybe, well I better go now. See you!" He said and left. "I wonder who my life would be if I had a sibling.." I whispered to myself.

•••

"Hey guys!" I yelled as I skipped towards Lydia, Mollie, and Ashely. "What are you up to?"

"We're going to the movies!" Mollie exclaimed, "I'm so excited about this new one, I heard it's really good." She added, while showing me the movie.

I thought for a moment, "Hey, my mom is working late tonight. Mind if I tag along?" I asked.

"Not at all." Mollie and Lydia said in unison.
I looked at Ashley as she has this emotionless face, "Fine." she said.

I never really know why Ashley seems so boring of a person, no offense.. Maybe that's what makes her special.

After a trip to the movies.. (Sorry, author's lazy..)

"See you later!!" I said, as I waved to my friends goodbye.
"See you!" They said.

I walked inside seeing my mother cooking dinner, "Hi mom!" I said.
She turned around, "Oh hello sweetheart! Want some food?" She asked.

"No thanks, I'll be upstairs." I said.
She frowned, "Ok, don't forget to eat though." She said.
I nodded as I head upstairs.

I collapsed on my bed and closed my eyes, I couldn't sleep. I looked at the letter I got yesterday, was it Chance? Was it someone I know? I'll never know.

•••

I felt down today, why you ask?
Well, first off. Noone talked to me today.
Werewolves were avoiding me. Yep, avoiding the Alpha. Who does that??

"Hey Alpha!" I heard someone said, finally.
I didn't bother turning around, I knew who it was. "Hey Damien." I calmly said.

"Alpha? Did I do something?" He asked.
He saw the disappointment on my face when I turned around.

"No.. I just feel like werewolves are ignoring me." I paused. "Did I do something wrong?" He tried avoiding eye contact with me, oh no you don't! Tell me. Now.

"Is there something you're not telling me?" I asked. I knew something was up, he scratched the back of his head.

I glared at him, "Damien. Tell me. Alpha's orders." I said. He sighed, noone could say no to 'Alpha's orders', it's something I made up!

"They think.. you decided to cancel the race because you wanted to be unfair and choose the Alpha." He said. I gave him my questioning look.

"Isn't that what I am supposed to do?" I asked again, I felt snappy today. I could snap at him at any moment.

"Yes, and I'm on your side on this case. But, it's a school tradition to choose the Alpha with sport activities." He continued.

I managed to calm down, I took a deep breath. "I see."

~Damien's POV~
"I see." She paused, "Do you know where Chance is? He helped me last time, maybe I can ask him again." she said.

I felt anger in my eyes, I tried my best not to show it. No. I was not jealous if that's what you're thinking. Well I hope not.
What I was thinking on my head was:
1. Why does she ask about him all the time? 2. Does she secretly have thing for him?
3. Can't she just ask me?
4. Does she not trust me enough to ask me?
5. Am I still her best friend?
6. Did Chance replace me?
7. Why do I care?!

Okay, that last one is a No. Well, I hope not.
"Damien?" Veronica asks waving her hand infront of my face.

I came back to reality, well this is embarrassing.. "Uhh.. Sorry Alpha! No I haven't seen him." I said awkwardly.

"Ok thanks! You know, you could always call me Veronica." she smiled and left.

Then I thought to myself again,
Why does she let me say her name? Omegas aren't usually allowed to say it. Well, atleast not my 'library' Omega buddies.

A/N: There are 5 Omegas total in NWA, 1 being Damien and 4 being 'library' Omegas. I learnt that every pack(or in this case, school) has to have atleast 1 Omega. And that's usually it. I don't know if there is supposed to be only one, but I hope that doesn't matter.

•••

(Still Damien's POV)
I was doing some homework while sitting in empty halls, I look up to see Veronica talking to Chance. She was smiling. I should be happy for her, but instead I didn't have any emotion. No, not anger. Not Jealousy. But, sadness.

I keep having questions going on in my head, but I head no answers.
Why was I feeling like this? Then jealousy crossed my mind again, could that be it? And I was too blind to see it?

If it was, then why did I feel no anger?
Was it because I had no chance against Chance? I thought about it, and I think it was. There you have it. My answer.
I finally admitted it.

I had feelings for the Alpha.

Not really inspired so this is gonna be the last chapter for now :/ I'm gonna be writing a different book, if I feel like finishing this book then I will probably do it in the future.