a/n: here's a reaction pic for this chapter bc im extra asf hehe
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avery
what the hell do i do.
the guy i'm in love with is at the door looking at me and i have no clue how to react.
"are you alright?" he asks taking a few small steps towards me.
i swear to god why did i go here. i knew this would happen just breathe, avery. yes you go self! say something because you're humiliating yourself!
"i-i've been better."
i choke out fixing my posture. he looked so damn good, let me tell you that. his hair, his lips, his motherfūcking jawline can cut me. here we are, just staring at each other.
"uh, have you seen megan? blonde hair? wearing a white dress?" he asked snapping out of his thoughts.
i widened my eyes in realization that i did see megan just about two minutes ago, "i did. she came out of the door just before you did looking all angry and stuff."
"and stuff." he laughed.
his fūcking smile oh my god drag me into the pits of hell. i miss that smile. knowing why he found it funny, i smiled weakly hoping he didn't notice. he loved that habit of mine, when i usually run out of words to say i tend to say stuff a lot.
"sorry, but yeah, she came out here." i said seriously trying to keep my act up because i can't believe i was talking to my heartbreaker after so long.
"oh," was all he said. are you kidding me, harry? do you have any idea how hard this is for me?
"she's your girlfriend?"
why did i just say that. avery, you've done a lot of stupid things in your life but this is the one you should regret the most, i thought to myself.
harry stiffened, "yeah."
"cool," i swallowed trying not to sound hurt but in the inside, it hurt like hell. looking at him makes all the pain and sadness go away because he was my everything.
i used to wake up every morning looking forward to be with him again. we constantly remind one another about how much we loved each other. constantly making up promises about being together forever. constantly reminding me i was the one and that i was his everything. it was me.
i fell into love and i have no idea how to get out.
