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avery
"avery, it's been a bloody week." cami yells from the other side of my door while knocking like a maniac.
here i am again in square one. it's been a week since i last saw harry. since we were in the club. a whole week of thinking deeply about everything around me.
"what do you want me to do?" i yell back.
"get the fūck up! your moping about him again," cami sighed.
"cami, i promise. i'll come out today just let me be right now." i weakly spoke and never got an answer from her which made me sigh in relief that she left.
i grab my phone and do what i do best. type my feelings out on this thing.
love was a scary thing but it was so fūcking beautiful. my first love which was cameron. i was absolutely new to the whole love thing i fell for him too easily. i was too blind to realize how much of an āsshole he was. too dumb to realize that what he showed me wasn't true love at all. after a year of being with cameron, i found out he was cheating.
then there was harry.
i was still with cameron when i met harry. harry made me realize how a girl should really be treated. he treated me so much fūcking better than cameron ever did.
then when i found out cameron was cheating on me i lost it. i thought i would never find love again but harry was right under my nose.
harry made me believe in love again. he made me crave for love and every second i had with him; i experienced love and affection.
then it hit me, harry styles was the one for me and i loved him with all my heart.
i called my mom up and told her i was scared because i fell for harry so hard i didn't know how to get back up. it had to be harry. harry had a wide choice of women. he had female friends that are models, singers, actresses, and so much more yet he chose me. i was just an average girl who took up college and has no plans on being an a-lister.
he made me feel so fūcking special and when i knew i never wanted to let go of him no matter what happened. i loved him with all my heart and every fiber in my body.
when the horrible day came that harry had to end things with me i felt like the whole world turned against me. it's like everything worth living for has vanished. you don't fūcking understand how much it hurts when the person you love with all your heart gives up.
a loud knock interrupted my thoughts. i shut off my phone and slam it on to my bed. rolling my eyes because i was expecting it to be cami on the other side, i swung open and was surprised to see him.
"ave, i need to go quickly but this is for you." niall handed me a folded piece of paper.
"how did you even- what?" i look at him confusingly before he continued speaking, "this was supposed to be given to you a week ago but megan did shįt," he breathed but continued talking, "anyways, this. this is for you and just read it." he handed me the paper while i stared at it confusingly.
