Macho Hearts Book 5: Seasons of Hearts

Season 1: Winter

Eine Kleine/アイネクライネ
Macho Hearts 5: Seasons of Hearts
Opening song #1

(English Transyrics by Austerene http://austerine.deviantart.com/art/Eine-Kleine-English-Translyrics-524723055/ --- Original Japanese version attached as YouTube video)

You know, it truly gives me happiness just to have the grace of knowing you
And yet with every warm memory we share I'm filled with sadness I can't bear
So now I'm going on, with feelings sad, but yet so fond
The day when I say farewell to you is approaching far too soon

If I spent my whole life trying to meet standards of someone I couldn't be
I'd throw away that life without second thoughts; to be a stone I'm better off
That way, there wouldn't be confusion or uncertainty
Yet I wouldn't chance at meeting you, and that's something I can't do

All I really want is just to spill out all my thoughts, to never to fear of being alone
All I really say is that it cannot be that way, my secrets aren't to be told
All I really am is just a timid little lamb, I'm half of who you think me to be
So, why me? Why me? Why me?

I am plagued by wounds that won't heal, seams that I can't seal, and yet you're still beside me
"Don't you cry, it's all for the best," if I said those words, then maybe I'd be happy
But of course life isn't that way, the world fades away, until your face I cannot see
No number of miracles could make this easy
Tears stream down my cheeks as I hear you call out to me

If all your life is as a lost puppy. searching for someone you couldn't be
Perhaps somebody else could could live out your life; then maybe you'd escape the strife
So now, simplicity feigned, ignore the pain, and watch again
Surely we will be oh-so-happy as we watch our lives repeat

Much as I vow, and much as I pray, these bad dreams haunt me day and night
Where all of the little things, they keep on growing, until they drag you from my sight
All I really am is just a timid little lamb, I'm much less than you ever thought of me
So, why me? Why me? WHAI MEEEEEEE

For the nights when it never ends, when it never ends, I'm on my knees and begging you
Promise me you'll never let go, and then I will know that somehow I will see it through
It was you who colored my life, behind my closed eyes, you painted it in vivid hues
To return your gifts, there exists nothing I can do
So please let it be enough if I call out to you

Just a second since my birth, I yelled out to the entire Earth
"Take me away from here," I screamed and wailed in utter fear
But I was forced to stumble on, always in search of what could be
For my one and only
For the one and only you

I am plagued by wounds that won't heal, seams that I can't seal, and yet you're still beside me
"Don't you cry, it's all for the best," if I said those words, then maybe I'd be happy
But of course life isn't that way, the world fades away, until your face I cannot see
No number of miracles could make this easy
Tears stream down my cheeks as I hear you call out to me
So please let it be enough if call out to you