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Me: I really would like to know who you are
Me: I don't even know why
Sugadaboss: what would it change?
Me: nothing. It probably would make it even harder
Sugadaboss: would make what harder?
Me: keeping myself away from you

Ich seufzte. Ich kann spüren wie ich Stück für Stück mehr meinem Herz ihm überreiche.

Sugadaboss: you don't need to keep yourself away from me
Me: I do
Sugadaboss: I don't want you to keep yourself away from me
Me: why do you keep talking to me ? What makes you to like me
Sugadaboss: I really don't know
Me: what if we should stop texting with each other
Sugadaboss: why should be
Me: why shouldn't we
Sugadaboss: are you ok ?
Sugadaboss: where is my dirty minded friend that wants me to get gay
Me: lost
Sugadaboss: let's find him then
Me: he doesn't want to be found
Sugadaboss: why are you like that?
Sugadaboss: I thought we where fine
Me: we are fine
Sugadaboss: apparently not
Sugadaboss: what's going on in your head ?
Me: I don't know aswell
Sugadaboss: it's hard to understand you by just reading. So don't make it harder for me, with not telling what's the problem
Sugadaboss: where are you right now
Me: I'm at home
Sugadaboss: is someone with you?
Me: no, no ones home
Sugadaboss: do you want me to come ?
Me: as if you would just bc I'm down ones
Sugadaboss: I know we said we will stay anonymous, but I don't like knowing your not fine and alone at the same time
Me: then where have you been all my life ?
Sugadaboss: tell me where you live

Ich schrieb ihn nicht mehr zurück, legte mich nurnoch tiefer in mein Bett, machte die Augen zu und versuchte Schlaf zu finden.

Doch mein Handy begann immer wieder zu vibrieren. Ich war kurz davor er auszuschalten, aber ich konnte nicht.

Sugadaboss: I can't stay calm when you act like that
Sugadaboss: would you at least awnser ?
Sugadaboss: hello I miss you
Sugadaboss: common don't be a dick
Me: shut up
Sugadaboss: there we go
Sugadaboss: fine I won't come over but at least talk openly with me
Me: I'm going to sleep, see you in school
Me: without knowing who you are
Sugadaboss: this is fucked up

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