Faded // d.l.

New life

Demi's POV

*Flash Back to 8 months ago*

I was blinded by the flashes. I could barely walk straight. All I wanted was some coffee. I wasn't going to an award show; I just wanted some damn coffee. As I almost tripped, a strong hold wrapped around my waist. I looked up to find a pair of sea blue eyes.

Niall.

He kept a hold of me until we made it safely inside a calm café.

"Thanks for not letting me fall, it looks like the paparazzi is having a field day with me," I smile once I see he giggled.

"No problem, I'd do anything for my favorite girl," he grinned cheekily.

"I'm so sorry we haven't talked in forever. I really have been missing you in my life lately," I sadly smiled. Sure, I had George, but Niall was a different story. I was a better person around him. Just the way I felt when he looked at me was making me fall for him.

He looked at me with such passion," I miss you, Demi. I miss you being in my life, I love you."

I wanted to cry," Niall, I've missed you too but we've already went over this we can't be together. I have George & you have Selena. Let's just move on." It broke my heart to say it but it was the only way.

"I don't love her, I love you," he had this look in his face that just made me pure guilty.

I had to do this. It was for the best, " I don't love you Niall. I never did & I never will." I wanted to kill myself for saying this. He just started at me with he's eyes watering. He was speechless with sorrow written in his face expression.

"Goodbye, Demi," he walked away. Out of my life. I was so stupid the guy I loved just left me. He was leaving for tour next week. I mean I have George & I do love him except I don't how I do. He makes me feel special but Niall is just perfect. I'm just a screw up.

*End of flashback*

I wake up in a panic mode all sweaty. I feel a body next to me to find a mop of curly hair next to me.

I miss Niall.

Things between me & George have been great. No arguing & cute dates but today is 9 moths together. Which mean the contract ends in 3 months, but since me & him are actually dating.. I don't know what will happen. Niall is on tour & I've been on twitter & seen pictures of him with Selena on dates. She's a nice girl, she's prettier than me & he seems happy. While I'm just a tad miserable, but I really do love George! I do.. Not just as friend but something more. I do feel sparks when we kiss. But I don't know. I like Niall also.

I bet your wondering about JC. Well me & him never met up for coffee. Instead he texted me saying it's for the best we don't talk. I agreed because I just wanted less drama. Me & Andrea talk there & here. We still are best friends & all we just haven't had time for each other. I've been working on my album & new upcoming tour. And as for Gregg, not a peep. Maybe all of this was for the best. Maybe life was meant to be this way.

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By the way, THIS IS NOWHERE towards the end. It's going to continue even after the contract ends. Just enjoy for now.. Sorry for the short chapter. Please read my other story called "Undercover" I've been working really hard on it. It's for those Harry styles fans(;

Well love you all 😘