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Rae's POV
2:24 AM
I woke up in the middle of the night and I felt Shawn was gone. I looked around the room and he was sitting in his bathroom. I looked at him and he was crying into his hands. I was confused on what was happening and I looked at him he had tears streaming down his face. I didn't understand did I do something? Was it me? I looked at my phone and I had 10 text messages from my guy friend in California. Shawn was so sad cause we would call each other babe as more of a joke than a real thing, I haven't talked to him in a while cause I was busy with Shawn and I didn't want him in my life at the moment he was one of the reasons I actually wanted to leave California. He always made me sad by leading me on and then he would go date a girl. I understand I'm only 15 but it's still heart breaking when you've liked a guy your whole life and you think he actually likes you back then you see him kissing another girl. It hurts. Shawn was still crying. I walked in and he didn't see me yet. I said "Shawn?" He looked up and grabbed me crying into my chest as he sat on the toilet. I looked down at him and said " Shawn he's nobody he's just a friend that's just something we do. I don't like him at all. He broke my heart one to many times for me to give him a chance. He's just a fuckboy ok?" He kept crying and looked up into my eyes. The tears still ran down his face. I wiped them away and kissed under his each eye, then his cheeks, then I kissed his lips. His soft, plump, gorgeous, amazing, voluptuous lips. I was now sitting on his lap and he put his head on my chest I just held it and I said "I love you and only you and I can't see my future with out you. I would never leave you or forsake you Shawn I love you for you and all the mistakes you may make or the mistakes you have made I love you no matter what. Your mine and I'm yours and I get that we're only 15 and a lot can happen in 3 years by the time we graduate but I only want you no one else only you."