He made it right SM

Goodbye

1 year later

Rae's POV

Shawn and I are juniors now and this year hasn't been treating me well.

I've been doing great in school I still live at my grandparents house my grandparents live with my parents.

As I lived there they bought all the things I need. They never come around.

*FLASHBACK*

I had a summer party at the house that had everyone from school here.

I got drunk and things happened.

I didn't fuck anyone but I did fuck Shawn. I wasn't sober but I wasn't drunk.

Shawn on the other hand was 100% sober. All I remember is Shawn laughing at me when I was kissing him.

I don't really know why but he was laughing, really hard.

As Shawn slid the condom on we were both laughing because he couldn't put it on right.

His friends gave him a condom and it was too small. Shawn was fucking like 8.5 inches and the condom was a size xs.

He then looked at me and said "Fuck the condom, I just won't cum inside."

He flipped me and slowly entered. I brought his head to mine and kissed him hard I bit his lip softly as he started thrusting harder.

I moaned into his mouth. He smirked and returned the favor.

I held onto his hair, not in an uncomfortable way but in a soothing way.

He stopped kissing me and started kissing down my neck earning a moan from me.

He thrusted deeper and deeper.

Shawn's POV

"SHAWN!!" She screamed.

I thrusted harder and harder. She tightened on my dick and it turned me on making me harder than I already was.

I fastened my speed as she stayed tightened around me.

"Baby, I'm almost there."

"Me too."

As I was getting close my movement became sloppy and slower.

As Rae reached her climax she moaned.

I pulled out and came on her stomach. I rolled onto my back next to her as we both sweated our asses off.

She rolled onto her side and looked at me say "We should do that again Mendes." I giggled and said "Anytime princess."

She stood up and went to the shower.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Rae's POV

As I was thinking back I was remembering that night we were so much happier than we are now. We're not as happy as we used to be.

We still have a relationship but I feel like I'm drifting away from the love I once had for Shawn.

I still love him dearly, I just don't want to hurt him with the feelings I've been having lately.

I've been feeling suicidal.

Shawn was home and I was sitting on the bed as he slept.

He's been my everything since my first day in the office but I feel like I need to leave.

As I sat in his room at his house all the memories of being here came back. A lot happened in the year. All that I'll cherish but a lot happened to me that year that I can't forget.

And things that I'll never forget.

I'm leaving.

As I sat and watched Shawn sleep I made my final decision.

I'm leaving now.

I walked around to Shawn and kissed his head goodbye.

"I'll love you forever and always."